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DOLDRUMS [H.S]

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"It was really hard to talk about, it was hard to wake up every single day to find myself, fighting from my own mind. I wanted to give up. I tried to give up. Nearly succeeded...
There came an annoying stranger, who held my hand told me that it's okay not to be okay, that it's gonna be alright. It's gonna be fine. I'm strong, my anxiety is lying to me. I can fight this.
And it was true, I'm strong and I fought it and So can you. Every one of you can fight it. I believe in you, every single one present here."
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Who the fuck is gonna stop us? L.S.

They told me that it's gonna have a bad effect on my life. That it's gonna ruin my career. That I could lose my fans because of this and I couldn't let that happen. And that's not because of the likes and comments. I have never given a shit about those. It's because of the love they give me when I'm on the stage. Because of the support they give me wherever I am. I wouldn't be anything without them. They give me all the things I need, sometimes way more, and without them I would be no one. I need them and they need me. That's our unwritten rule. I believed them at first, but learnt soon that no matter what they're going to support me over everything.