i failed
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MatureOngoing5m
Last published Mon, Aug 24, 2020
No one ever listens
And if they do, they don't know what to say
I don't even want you to say anything
It's awkward
It's scary
And it's real
This is my life
These are my thoughts
You won't get it
And if you do, I'm sorry
I survived
I failed
And I hate it
I wish I could go back
Fix whatever went wrong
But I can't
And I can try again
I can keep going
So many options
But everyday it gets worse
I get more attached
I get more scared
I get more depressed
And I feel less and less
This is my life
These are my thoughts
You won't get it
And if you do, I'm sorry
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