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The Art of Losing Others - B. Barnes [1]

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Time 5h 16m

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"She is the kind of queen that knows her crown is not on her head, but in her soul"

Lillian Jean Thompson, also known as LJ or Jean, is a girl who was born July 22nd, 1918 to a very wealthy family in New York. She is adventurous, tough, artsy, and hates the idea of the life her parents have planned for her.

"Marry into a wealthy family", they say. "Quit painting and learn how to cook and clean so you have value and can be a good wife."

"Well, what if I don't even want to get married? What if I want to go to school or get a job? What if I want to be strong and independent?" She would reply, voicing her opinions in a futile attempt for her parents to listen.

Lillian didn't believe that she would ever even find love in the repelling world she was forced to live in. People were either too rude, too self-righteous, or too pretentious and Lillian wanted nothing to do with them. 

So she avoided the idea, disgusted in the thought of marrying someone who acted like her father or her mother, and instead liked to roam the streets and be involved with the 'less wealthy' and 'unimportant people' who her parents despised so much.

And that irked them to no end.

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(Before Captain America: The First Avenger - The Avengers)


Book 1 
Bucky Barnes x OCAll Rights Reserved

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