The inescapable pain
SatyaPriya333
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SatyaPriya333
Ongoing, First published Aug 14, 2020
Mature
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am I being too cynical? why can't I trust anybody easily like I used to?
 "being unable to trust someone is an illness"

I want to believe in him that he loves me. I so badly want to believe in him but...
 "It needs the heart to love and believe in someone but mine is broken"
why can't she be a little kinder? she never sees me as her daughter...

It is so confusing when everyone wants to see you rot in hell while the others care you and show you so much of love.
don't know what to believe...
these deceptions, lies, manipulations, playing victim, accusing others...
I am so tired of watching these...
I want to ESCAPE!

this is the story of a girl, Anna who sees the other side of the world of words. 
can she escape from the misery she's suffering from? can he bring the light she's so looking for?
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