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"May I join you?"
He sat down before I even said anything, I looked at him and carried on with what I was doing.
"Want to hear a fun fact?"
"My sister used to work at this place, she loved working here, she met the people she loved here"
He said while looking around the place. 
"I wasn't ready you know? Like she was here and now she is just gone. Forever"
I let out a sarcastic laugh
Me" I know what you mean"
I ordered four more tequilas, and paid for them. 
"Fuck life"
He smiled, I pushed two tequilas his way and downed mine. 
Me" I have to go, it was nice meeting you sir"
I pat his back and then grabbed my things.
"You from England?"
"The accent"
I nodded
Me" Well I'm from  Cape Town but I moved to England when I was 6 years old with my Aunt."
He also got up from his chair
"Enjoy your vacation"
I shrugged
Me" I'm actually here for a funeral  and my brother is getting married two weeks after that"
He laughed
"Isn't there a movie about that?"
I laughed too
"There is, I really have to go. It was nice meeting you"
He said
Me"  Goodnight"
He smiled
"Goodnight"

I laughed because Qhama really didn't recognize me and I feel stupid, because in a room full of people. He would be the only person I recognize, I guess I don't matter anymore.All Rights Reserved

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His voice is low with what he says next, "I love you Gracie" my voice hitches down my throat. "And I understand this is not what you want to hear now, remember the first time we met?" He holds each side of my head. I nod, "yes in that low lighted room at the party, it was September fifth and the time was around eleven twenty-nine pm" strangely I have the whole day memorized because of how I replayed the scene. He lets out a light chuckle and I drop my hands down, "na the first time we met was at camp. You also told me our kiss was your first" My mind runs back to that 'kiss' I had forced myself to forget, "you're that Aaron" my eyes are perplexed. "We sat around the campfire, we were given such weak dares" we both laugh at the memory "Your dare was to kiss me and you were really shy about it but all I could think of was, 'wow this gorgeous ginger is about to kiss me'" his laugh is so calm, soft and melodic. I pull his neck down so quickly that he doesn't get the time to adjust to what is going on. "And this ginger is about to kiss the fuck out of you again" I run my fingers viciously through his hair. **** {Started: January 2021} {Ended: December 2021} (#3 in rich kids) (#65 in diversity)