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Survivor's remorse (Book 3)

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"May I join you?"
He sat down before I even said anything, I looked at him and carried on with what I was doing.
"Want to hear a fun fact?"
"My sister used to work at this place, she loved working here, she met the people she loved here"
He said while looking around the place. 
"I wasn't ready you know? Like she was here and now she is just gone. Forever"
I let out a sarcastic laugh
Me" I know what you mean"
I ordered four more tequilas, and paid for them. 
"Fuck life"
He smiled, I pushed two tequilas his way and downed mine. 
Me" I have to go, it was nice meeting you sir"
I pat his back and then grabbed my things.
"You from England?"
"The accent"
I nodded
Me" Well I'm from  Cape Town but I moved to England when I was 6 years old with my Aunt."
He also got up from his chair
"Enjoy your vacation"
I shrugged
Me" I'm actually here for a funeral  and my brother is getting married two weeks after that"
He laughed
"Isn't there a movie about that?"
I laughed too
"There is, I really have to go. It was nice meeting you"
He said
Me"  Goodnight"
He smiled
"Goodnight"

I laughed because Qhama really didn't recognize me and I feel stupid, because in a room full of people. He would be the only person I recognize, I guess I don't matter anymore.All Rights Reserved

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