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Love is Suicidal [Completed]

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Reads 199,641
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Parts 73
Time 13h 16m

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"This is killing you.." He looks at me with sadness in his eyes. "You do know this, right?"

Looking out into the night sky, I looked at the stars above that were millions of years away. I slowly nodded, holding onto the cup in my hands.

"I think... the moment I saw her.. a part of me was already gone."

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

There are beautiful things in this world. 
There are terrible things in this world.
But one thing that's always stuck in the middle of it all is love.

Because love is Suicidal in the most beautiful way.All Rights Reserved

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