Nocuous Desire
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Just because every agonizing wound have scarred and engraved into my skin healed
doesn't mean that my affliction and soul have healed also
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Idamai Miller is a twenty-two year old who life forever was traumatize
struggling days. months. even years of mistreatment
every second is harder to let go at some point, but then one day suddenly change when this one particular person steps a foot into her shattering world,
The only simplistic question is...Was it for the best Or the worst?
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WARNING:
THIS STORY MIGHT BE DISTURBINGLY SENSATION TO OTHERS, IF YOUR SENSITIVE TO ANY OF THESE TAGS I WOULD RECOMMEND YOU NOT TO READ IT, IF IT DOESN'T BOTHER OTHERS I'LL LET YOU CONTINUE ON THIS JOURNEY THAT I'M AM ABOUT TAKE YOU. π€β₯οΈ
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