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TheDarknessGoesMeow

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Reads 1,165
Votes 53
Parts 5
Time 7m

TheDarknessGoesMeow

completed disease fanfic haikyuufanfiction hanahaki kei lovesick reader readerxcharacter sad tsukishima tsukki

This is yet another HanaHaki - Tsukishima Kei fanfic! I hope you enjoy! 
Also, the song Heather by - Conan Gray was a huge inspiration for this specific story. So that explains why you will see a use of some of the lyrics in he story. 


Disclaimer: 
I do not own the cover photo. I found the picture on Pinterest and I just added the words. I also sadly don't know who the original owner of this photo is, or else I would credit them for it. 
I also do not own the character Tsukishima Kei.All Rights Reserved

completed disease fanfic haikyuufanfiction hanahaki kei lovesick reader readerxcharacter sad tsukishima tsukki

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Yamaguchi has the biggest crush on his childhood bestfriend Tsukishima. But when tsukki meets a girl named heather, Yamaguchi gets jealous. And after no time at all there already dating. Yamaguchi likes writing songs, to show his emotions. And so far his favorite one is "Heather". So when he is invited to a party he drinks a little too much, and accidentally sings his new favorite song to Tsukki. But what Will he say? This is inspired by a song "Heather" by Conan Gray DISCLAIMER I DO NOT OWN THAT PHOTO. I FOUND IT OFF THE INTERNET.

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