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Alexithymia

OKUNANLAR 207
Oylar 15
Bölümler 7
Süre 27m

OKUNANLAR 207
Oylar 15
Bölümler 7
Süre 27m

ceo darkness hate hope inoccent love mafia mature romance

"Hope is being able to see that there is light despite all of the darkness."
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she was his hope in darkness 
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Roselin William 
   Beautiful,creative, talented and smart girl but little clumsy okey not little too much . Always do something which fucked her life up . Happiness defines her. She found a job in biggest company of Canada as a personal assistant of manager.she was full of life.



John David
     Cold, heartless, cruel, arrogant CEO .
He was perfect in everything he was smart , dangerous ,and don't believe in love he just fuck .He never smile and talk much . He had one more side which no one knows but to his surprise roselin find out it .



Little did she know her life was going to change after what happen 

Find out by reading it who he was and what happen to her .....

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❝ Ms. William you are going to be my personal assistant from now on . Is that  clear ❞he said without looking at me total focus on his laptop and I was staring at him like a fool I don't say anything so he look up and stare straight into my soul he was so intimidating .I open my mouth but nothing comes out when he stand up and walk to towards me without thinking I backed up and hit the wall 
(fúçK you wall)
I don't dare to close my eyes I was also starting in his eyes .Now I was tapped in him and wall( just great ) i'm dead now 
❝Are. We.Clear ms. William❞his stormy voice says and in response I just nodded he can easily see my shaking body and scared eyes ❝words Roselin❞he said in deep voice which scared the shit out of me I open my mouth 'yes' which comes out in whispere and closed my eyes .I learn that he love fear in people eyes for him. 

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