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This work is intended for an 18+ audience.

I stop searching for it and stand in front of him, perplexed. Is he saying what I think he is saying? Does he have my vibrator? Please tell me I'm overreacting, that I have misunderstood.

To make everything better, he says.
"I can help you find it. I can also help you use it."

...

Kelsey has just broken up with her boyfriend the same day Andrew, the sexiest guy she ever met,  comes to live with her brother.

He makes her feel everything at once, anger, arousal, annoyance, frustration, and satisfaction. And it seems she will have to learn how to deal with him because he isn't leaving. In fact, he wants to get even closer.

[RATED R.  Contains sexual mature content.]
Finished date: 14/04/2021All Rights Reserved

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