*This is discontinued, just leaving it up :). This may be updated once in a while tho:*
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𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝙿𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚜...
Hello! Welcome to this book..
I hope you are willing to take a quick peek or look,
Before you venture on, Into the depths of our world,
You need to know that EVERYTHING in this book is real, Just what life unfurled..
I know that we might have misunderstood some things,
That you might have not brought or will ever bring.
But you have to also understand,
That doing these actions and feeling those actions, Aren't the same hand.
I know, I know, You might think that I'm out of my mind,
Crazy, Nonsensical, Insane,
I've heard it all before.. And I find that it's true, From your point of view, Find.
I know, I've probably lost my brain.
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Here are some questions before you depart.
And start the book, Start.
I know that these don't apply to everyone,
But, You have to admit that they are plausible, Because they've all been done.
Have you ever thought about being us?
I've thought of your decisions and being you before..
Have you ever thought of being less of a sour puss?
Not saying that you shouldn't scold us, Just let us have a little freedom to soar?
Have you ever thought about how genuine your words are when you're mad?
Maybe you should apologize?
Don't you ever regret what you say? And how much it makes people sad?
I do.. All the time, And I know that it's impossible to apologize for everything, Because if I personally did, It'd pile way up into the skies.
Have you ever thought of asking nicely, Saying 'Please'?
Maybe if you did those things, Our thoughts would cease.
Now, Dear, Dear, Parents, Look it's a book for you,
It'd mean a lot if you weren't mad and understand a bit, Do.
A thing to keep in mind,
That's handy, You'll find..
Is that we still respect you, Still..
And we always will.
Just maybe you could change a bit?
Sometimes change is good. And it doesn't happen if you just sit.
~Alic
Warning: I am a weirdo.
This will contain some thoughts of mine, some poems, some deep shit, some thoughts I have as I go through the journey of self-exploration, lmao.
Some chapters may be seen as too controversial but whatever you know. I mean, reading this is your choice. You don't have to. I mean, I'd like you all to read every chapter but it's not a story book so you may skip some chapters you don't like and read the ones that you do like.
P.S. I do not deny that my thoughts are somewhat influenced by my environment and experiences.
Also, this is the real me.
Some people think I'm quiet and cold-hearted but on the inside I'm actually a big softie with feelings. To be honest, it's kinda my fault since I hate revealing my emotions to other people or even asking for help until I have to. And even then, I start hating myself for being such a weakling.
That is a major character flaw of mine that I must overcome!