life is a rollercoaster

IN MY LIFE I HAD REALIZED TAHT I WAS IN LOVE . BUT THEN HE LEFT ME AND I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I AM PAULINA AND HE WAS HECTOR HE WAS MY FIRST LOVE BUT THAT TURNED FOR THE WORST BECAUSE HE LIKED ME BUT HE WAS A GRADE IN FRONT OF ME AND HIS FRIENDS NEVER LIKED ME. AND HIS EX GIRLFRIEND WAS ALWAYS HATING ME BECAUSE HER EX HAD A CRUSH ON ME AND SHE DIDNT LIKE THAT. I HAD A CRUSH ON HIM TO AND ON VALENTINE'S WEEK HIS FRIENDS CAME UP TO ME AND GAVE ME A NOTE SAYING "HECTOR WANTS TO BE YOUR VALENTINE ". I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I THOUGHT IT WAS FAKE SO I SAID "NO". BUT THEN AFTER I GOT OUT OF CLASS(HIS CLASS IS ACROSS FROM MINE).HIS DOOR WAS OPEN AND I WALKED OUT AND HE WAS IN THE FRONT AND HE WAS LOOKING AT ME ON VALENTINE'S DAY AND I ALREADY HAD 2 VALENTINE'S SO I HAD A BEAR IN MY ARM AND I WAS WALKING AND HE WAS TO BUSY PAYING ATTENTION TO ME HIS TEACHER HAD TO CLOSE THE DOOR. AND HE LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW AND I WAS WALKING BY AND HE WAS STARING AT ME AND I FELT SAD AND WHEN I LOOKED