alone is what i have. alone protects me. All of his life, Clay lived with one mindset: "alone is what I have. alone protects me." It had guided him through his hardest times and into the next ones. So when he moves into a house with his two best friends in the entire world, his mindset is challenged, and he soon realizes that being alone may be more detrimental than he thought. cover by @ laikoski_ on instagram tw !! suicide contemplation/attempt self-harm panic attacks depression anxiety vomiting