"How do you feel about him?" "Like he never existed" "What do you mean?" "I don't know".... This book is based on true life changing actions and raw emotions. Bringing you to the journey of a normal girl battling to survive love and loss, deen and dunya. Introducing sacrifices and the blessings into each chapter, this book aims to inspire the muslim youth to never give up in the hope of Allah's plan. "Verily with hardship there is ease", how often do we understand the true meaning of it? How often do we try to ponder? We belittle our deeds to the point that we have forgotten that it is our deeds and actions which would be accountable on the day of judgment? We chase fantasies in the wrong direction. (Need to revisit each chapter and edit the grammatical errors, so I apologize for that)