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Little White Soldiers

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Parts 6
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xxDayAndNightxx

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There are days Ashton just wakes up and feels off. Almost like the world's burden is collapsing on his shoulders and that everything he does only makes it worse. Ash usually solves this with his sharp blade under the cabinet or the white pills he hides dearly.

Eventually though, Ashton starts to feel more than a little off and everything spirals out of control.

Warning: Suicide attempt/thoughts, self harm, and depressionAll Rights Reserved

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Ashton Irwin Pregnancy Series by Wolferpup

⚠️TW!! SELF HARM IS DISCUSSED IN THIS BOOK⚠️ Miscarriage after miscarriage after miscarriage, you and Ashton have almost gaven up on trying. It's not until you began to throw up and you've missed your monthly calling, when you suspect that you maybe pregnant. You then talk to Ashton about it and he doesn't believe you. Then the two of you, get into a big fight, and you start, to bleed and Ashton rushes to the hospital where you find out that you're pregnant. Though-out the whole entire pregnancy you throw up and it's not fun. But it's not until the last appointment before you give birth, when you find out some unexpected news that Ashton won't cope with very well.

Lost Boy- Lashton AU by HunterMay18

That's all he wanted to do, to end his life. He thought it would have been easy, taking the pills and fall into unconsciousness. But, he didn't expect someone to walk into his room at the time when his body dropped to the floor. CONTENT MAY BE TRIGGERING (Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Self Harm, Rape, Attempted Suicide) READ AT OWN RISK. Copyright © HunterMay18 + nerdylou All Rights Reserved 2014

Attention || Lashton by EmmaGordonClifford

Luke Hemmings is on the football team and is very popular among his fellow students. He is smart, but he has his flaws. He doesn't associate often with people who he finds to be 'lower' than him; this being based on social status. Ashton Irwin loves attention. He likes to start drama, and this makes him less liked and at the bottom of the high school food chain. Soon enough, when senior years starts and people start drifting from him he begins to self-harm to pull them back in. He would show them his cuts, but people weren't having it. They knew his game. But Luke didn't. One day Luke would see these cuts on Ashton's wrist and Luke becomes determined to help the boy who doesn't really need it. **Short Story**

Torn in two - Lashton by toxic-mikey

Ashton Irwin tries to be like all other 17 year olds, but fails because people bully and judge him after coming out last year. He's suicidal and depressed until he meets a bisexual beautiful mistake named Luke Hemmings. His world spins around after his new friend (maybe even love interest) enters his life. "You saved me, for a bit, when I was about to drown, but you pulled me back to the surface. I was done but I love you. I was torn in two." ((WARNING THERES ALOT OF STRONG LANGUAGE, SELF HARM AND SEX, IF YOU DONT LIKE IT IM SORRY))

Luke imagine ~ sad by izziesimagines

Sad Luke Hemmings imagine. IF ur suffering from selfharming you may find this triggering, and if you are, just talk to me :) iv'e been in that crazy ride too, i know you can do it! stay strong beautiful. xx

"Don't Worry I'm Used To It" Lashton (complete) by moonlitpan_

"Why did that guy just push you?" "Because he always does." "Why don't you do anything, doesn't it hurt?" "Most times yes, but don't worry I'm used to it..." Ashton Irwin= Depressed, suicidal, Bulimia, selectively mute, openly gay Luke Hemmings= Happy, popular, attractive, secretly gay They never expected there worlds to change so much when they met... A/N: wrote this in 2014 so it sucks lol

SAFETY PIN || AFI by calumsnoodz

WARNING! TRIGGERING! Contains: mature language/content, and self- harm "Let me be your Safety Pin." "You would be the only one holding me together, making sure I don't finally rip, but I still won't be together again." /// Ashton Irwin fanfic /// My first actual book so don't be mad if it's shitty! Lmao be my friend pls I'm desperate

Scale by super007socks

The small metal contraption on the floor wasn’t usually so terrifying to Ashton. But right now in this moment it was the scariest thing he’d ever seen. He was scared about what number would pop up on the tiny screen when Luke stepped on it. He feels the same fear he felt when he saw Luke on the floor in a puddle of blood and vomit sobbing. It broke his heart to know that the boy he loved was hurting himself this way. Of course Luke didn’t know about Ashton’s feelings, he was too absorbed in his own self-hatred to notice the loving glances Ashton shot his way. Luke hated himself too much to realize how much he was loved.

The Green Eyes That Saved Me by TotalEclipse24681

Lonely, lost, and devoid of all hope: Logan Ashton had lost sight of life. He was going about his daily chores with the monotonous ways of a robot, programmed to repeat it's actions until the end of it's days. Suicidal and self-harming, Logan never thought he would be able to restore any manner of dignity or significance to his world. His job was pointless, his house was a wreck, he had no family and he had no friends. He believed no one would notice or care if he just slipped away... It took one look from Ethan Jackson to change his mind.

Suicide Silence | Lashton fanfic | by _xItsSarahx_

Ashton wasn't always silent, he stopped talking the day his mother died. His stepdad began to beat him. His silence wasn't just any silence, it was suicide silence. Planning out his death. He had nothing to live until the new boy. Luke Hemmings is new in town and school. He's very opened about himself. He doesn't care about what people think about him being gay. Ashton catches his attention. Determined to make him talk, Luke falls in love with him. (I'm so sorry if this is triggering to anyone who is reading this.)

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Ashton Irwin Pregnancy Series cover

Lost Boy- Lashton AU cover

Attention || Lashton cover

Torn in two - Lashton cover

Luke imagine ~ sad cover

"Don't Worry I'm Used To It" Lashton (complete) cover

SAFETY PIN || AFI cover

The Green Eyes That Saved Me cover

Suicide Silence | Lashton fanfic | cover

Ashton Irwin Pregnancy Series

⚠️TW!! SELF HARM IS DISCUSSED IN THIS BOOK⚠️ Miscarriage after miscarriage after miscarriage, you and Ashton have almost gaven up on trying. It's not until you began to throw up and you've missed your monthly calling, when you suspect that you maybe pregnant. You then talk to Ashton about it and he doesn't believe you. Then the two of you, get into a big fight, and you start, to bleed and Ashton rushes to the hospital where you find out that you're pregnant. Though-out the whole entire pregnancy you throw up and it's not fun. But it's not until the last appointment before you give birth, when you find out some unexpected news that Ashton won't cope with very well.