simulations
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Last published Tue, Aug 18, 2020
Ever wondered what it would feel like to drown or to be burned alive?
I did and wrote my opinions down, published them here so you can read them. Feel them.
That's why I called them simulations, I want you to feel like you are in that Situation struggling and Fighting for your live.
If you would like to try ot out, do me a favor and comment if you felt anything, ok?
BIG TW- IF YOU STRUGGLE WIT ANXIETY OR DEPRESSION; READ WITH CASSION! STOP WEN YOU FEEL TRIGGERED AND DO SOMETHING THST HELPS YOU CALM DOWN.
Thank you for your attention, have fun reading!
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