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The Crash Before The Fall

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He loved me he truly did. I believe it, there's not a doubt in my mind that he didn't. He might even still love me. Maybe not the way he had once before, but I believe deep inside he does.
  He cared about me, he cared so much that he didn't want to hurt me. He didn't want to hurt me so bad that he ended up hurting himself. He still cares, deep down inside I know he does, and I believe it.
  I loved him I truly did. I'd be lying if I told you that I didn't. I still do...
  I cared about him, I cared about him so much that I didn't care about myself. I still care about him, I might care too much but it's worth it.All Rights Reserved

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