Climbing Contemplations
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Time ticks by
Comes to a sudden halt
My mind swirls a storm
Feelings come across
Reflect and reflect
And the words flow by
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Cover by the beautiful @puppypuff3
Hidden reminders, feelings and emotions.... Or maybe not so hidden?
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