Aphmau has been living in her home for a long time. She's 20, she should have found her mate two years ago. Her father is forcing her, to find her mate. Because he wants something out of her. He wants something very special out of her. Something that involves her having a mate. He is abusing, with words even her own mother is afraid of him, she doesn't know what to do. She is afraid her mate is like her father, and she doesn't want that to happen. She made a deal with her self. Never to love. Afraid to show herself She is 𝐴𝑓𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒.