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apologies & regrets | bnha (bkdk)

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Reads 104,022
Votes 3,075
Parts 24
Time 2h 19m

Izuku Midoriya died of suicide almost two years ago. Katsuki Bakugou can't deal with the guilt anymore, and his classmates at U.A. are getting worried about him. The fact that they're going to get a new student soon doesn't help relieve the tension whatsoever.

(slow burn; katsuki bakugou-centric; eventual bakudeku; mentions of suicide, depression, past bullying; villain!deku; dad for one/all for one is hizashi midoriya; angst; cover art by me; don't like don't read, NOT COMPLETED)All Rights Reserved

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Midoriya's Breaking Points by letmereadson

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