apologies & regrets | bnha (bkdk)
  • Reads 104,421
  • Votes 3,086
  • Parts 24
  • Time 2h 19m
  • Reads 104,421
  • Votes 3,086
  • Parts 24
  • Time 2h 19m
Ongoing, First published Aug 20, 2020
Izuku Midoriya died of suicide almost two years ago. Katsuki Bakugou can't deal with the guilt anymore, and his classmates at U.A. are getting worried about him. The fact that they're going to get a new student soon doesn't help relieve the tension whatsoever.

(slow burn; katsuki bakugou-centric; eventual bakudeku; mentions of suicide, depression, past bullying; villain!deku; dad for one/all for one is hizashi midoriya; angst; cover art by me; don't like don't read, NOT COMPLETED)
All Rights Reserved
Sign up to add apologies & regrets | bnha (bkdk) to your library and receive updates
or
#544depression
Content Guidelines
You may also like
A Shadow of The Past 💥BakuDeku💥 by Bonk626
26 parts Ongoing Mature
Sequel to "A Ghost of What Was Once Mine." In the devastating wake of Izuku Midoriya's fall from grace, Katsuki Bakugo finds himself haunted by the ghost of a once unbreakable bond. Izuku willingly embraces the darkness, becoming a villain to hunt down and obliterate the League of Villains, sacrificing his innocence to protect the one thing he has left-Katsuki. Six months of fruitless searching has left Katsuki grappling with feelings of abandonment and worthlessness, questioning his own strength and purpose. During a covert mission to a distant part of Japan, fate intervenes when Katsuki inadvertently crosses paths with the very person he has been desperately searching for-Izuku. But the Izuku he finds is a ghost of the man he once knew, hardened and unrecognizable, a standoffish stranger cloaked in mystery. Refusing to let go, Katsuki becomes Izuku's relentless shadow, determined to reignite the spark of their former relationship. Along the way, they discover something potentially catastrophic, a threat that could change everything. Will Katsuki be able to reignite the spark within Izuku that he fears may be lost forever, or will Izuku drive himself to the breaking point in the battle against their worst enemy, fighting until his final breath? ⚠️ Content Warning: Gruesome Violence, Mature Themes, sex, and Intense Plot. Reader's discretion is advised. If you are under 18 you have been warned!
Home.  by StaryClxuds
24 parts Complete
Izuku midoriya, a boy who is now 15 years old. He used to have it all when he was younger. A happy family, friends, and an overall amazing life. But sadly, all good things come to an end. At the age of 6 his father found a new woman to love and abandoned his family. This caused Izuku's mother, Inko Midoriya, to run away with her son. She ends up abandoning Izuku in an orphanage to get rid of and extra mouth to feed, hoping he'd be safer there, but things never seem to work out for him, do they? He fell into a dark pit of depression and suicidal thoughts. Which led to harsh teasing and bullying from the other children at the orphanage. Of course the workers there never cared, why should they? To them he was just a burden, a waste. He couldn't take it anymore. The neglect, abuse and bullying got to him and he ended up running away to god knows where, hoping to find a home, somewhere to feel safe. But ended up homeless once again. He thought nothing would get better he decided he would give up trying to continue his miserable life, but a ray of sunshine, a ray of hope, stopped him and took him in. Someone who cared for him. His name was Katsuki Bakugo. This is the story of how Izuku fell in love with this boy, and found true bliss and joy. Homeless au/no quirks Bakudeku Izuku and Katsuki don't know each other until later in the story #19 in bakugoxmidoriya out of 139. 6/2/21 #66 in homeless out of 1.52k. 6/2/21 #34 in bkdk out of 1.2k. 6/27/21 #1 in katsukixizuku out of 310. 8/4/21 #61 in Bakudeku out of 1.53k. 6/21/21 #3 in katsudeku out of 1.62k. 6/22/21 #169 (😈) in depression out of 1.68k. 8/4/21
You may also like
Slide 1 of 10
Regretful Past [Bakudeku Fanfic] [COMPLETED] cover
How To Save A Life (Overdeku) cover
A Shadow of The Past 💥BakuDeku💥 cover
Home.  cover
Can't Escape (Depressed Izuku x Bakugou) cover
scars can fade [bakudeku] cover
Meet me half way - (DekuBaku) (Villian Deku) cover
What did I do? [Suicidal Deku x Bakugo][discontinued] cover
Reaching for you cover
𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐌𝐄 | 𝐛𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐤𝐮 | ✓ cover

Regretful Past [Bakudeku Fanfic] [COMPLETED]

27 parts Complete Mature

After years of resenting his childhood enemy, Bakugou Katsuki begins to look back in the years of resentment and starts to think if hating and blaming Izuku Midoriya was worth it. Since Midoriya had died from suicide, Bakugou feels responsible for his death and is thrown into a miserable despair. He starts wishing and regretting all that he had done to his childhood enemy and wishes for someone with a quirk to rewind time and fix all that he had said and done. One morning instead of waking up to an alarm for work, he wakes up to an alarm for school and after getting ready he realizes that he was back in his years at UA. Was this going to be his chance or would this not work? The only way to find out is to lay out his feelings on the table in front of Izuku.