the beast doesn't fall in love in this one
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Last published Tue, Jan 12, 2021
Yes, I copied the format of Amanda Lovelace's books. I don't actually read them, but I've read a few of the stuff in there and it is fucked up. I love it.
This is a collection of feelings, quotes, and stories for all you masochistic motherfuckers. Like me.
Major trigger warning, so don't blame me if this book leads you to cut or feel more depressed.
Don't get me wrong, I dont support any acts of suicide or depression.
If you're feeling it, talk to a trusted adult, me, or call the suicide hotline. But don't say I didn't warn you.
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