My Job is to End it
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MatureOngoing7m
Last published Tue, Jan 8, 2013
Abigail has been raced to do two things; kill and breath.
Life is short. It's full of tests, mistakes, errors. For some, life is beautiful. For others, it's that one thing tying them to reality, that one thing they tried to end. Some live to worship gods, artists, parents, friends. Others to worship themselves. Life is that time that we spend on this earth. That time that we learn who we are, or what we are meant to be. Life is what teaches us to be mature, responsible. It teaches us that not everything is black or white. Not everything is good or bad. Not everything is meant to be. And not everything is what you want it to be. Life is full of challenges that will forever shape us. You grow through life. You live it to the fullest and enjoy everything it has for you. But to Abigail life is that thing that she takes away. What doesn't allow her to sleep at night and what doesn't let her enjoy all those things others do.
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