Estraya has been treated bad for far too long. Her mum has been deadly sick and living off of advil half her life. Her dad on the other hand, comes home drunk every single night. Right as she is about to stand up for herself, people push her back down again and she can't find the courage to stand back up. What will she do when Louis is being pushed away from her and Harry is getting closer? What happens when Estraya starts to see the dark side in her friends? And the worst part is, she knows when Harry stops being there for her when she has fallen; nobody will be there to help her back up. But she knows it's an addiction and she won't be able to stop loving him. He's what keeps her alive.