"You forgot? Right?" I asked, more like whispery. I am really trying my best not to ask, but it suddenly came out without me realizing it. "It's our 100th day today, Bae."
I don't intend on looking back up where she is, since I don't want to expect more, to see the reaction and was really trying my best to avoid her gaze.
She didn't respond, She must've been so surprise. So, from that, I straightly and directly looked up and see what she's up to. Unfortunately, it was a wrong move. I saw it. I saw how her reaction change. From a relax one to a surprise one. You see, eyes can't lie.
"N- No. No. It's just that- - - - "
"It's okay." I tried to sound okay. I even smiled to assure her. But, you can't just feel okay, when you know, at any minute my tears might fall. When she did not respond, I kept quiet and continued eating.
It's tiring when you know, you put effort to all this and yet you can feel from that person was the opposite expressions of what you expected. Expectations really isn't good at all.
"Are you okay?" She was about to touch me but my body acted on its own, I move backward. Seeing her this close and that pity look in her eyes makes my heart breaks and offended even more.
"We don't really talk now, why are you curious now?" I can't help myself but answer in sarcasm.
This setting is really tiring and obviously new to me. I can't recognize and get a hold of myself, and any moment now I might burst out, right now, right here. I don't even really care now if the camera is actually recording us. I felt the need to go somewhere. I need space to breathe. I need to walk away from her now because I know when it hurts , I can't control my feelings let alone my stupid self.
"Excuse me! I need to use the restroom." She nodded without tearing her eyes off me. And, that's my que to walk away.
No turning back this time. It may look disrespectful but I can't pretend that everything is okay and it doesn't hurts me at all.
R-18
[Liskook adaptation]
I only changing name.
'N-No. I don't think this is it...' When the time came for her to experience her first time, Lisa was in complete shock. This was because her boyfriend's thing was incredibly small. All the romantic fantasies she had dreamed of came shattering down in no time. After breaking up, she only wallowed in her despair for a brief moment. Her older brother's friend, whom she had known since she was young, began to catch her eye.
"......!" She could see an outline of something long and thick on his right thigh. It looks like her ideal preference remains intact. Ba-dump. Ba-dump. Lisa's heart began to beat faster. Love bloomed out of trivial things, but it also cracked due to trivial matters. "What does the fact that the bastard has a small thing have to do with you kissing me?" "You're big, Oppa!" "How could you possibly know that?" "I saw it!" ...Damn it. "You should have hidden it better, Oppa..." Lisa continued to sneak glances at him with a carefree expression.
Whenever their eyes met, she'd start giggling. He could hardly believe this was happening. "Sleep with me just once." ...This was ridiculous. Seriously. "I won't beat around the bush. If you sleep with me just once, I think I can continue living on those memories alone."
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