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angst grief guilt hanahaki love lovestory lovetriangle mystery new original originalcharacter unhappyhappyending unrequited

"surely i loved her if i miss her this much".
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after losing his lover to hanahaki disease, our protagonist is forced to face the realization that maybe he didn't love her, though he's convinced that, at least towards the end, he was in love. 
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But maybe, there's more to it.All Rights Reserved

angst grief guilt hanahaki love lovestory lovetriangle mystery new original originalcharacter unhappyhappyending unrequited

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