Every Storm Runs Out Of Rain

I am a female, rancher and mechanic I took over for my father since me and my brothers lost him just last year. Then we lost our other father within six months of our other fathers death.

It took a toll on my brothers really bad I hardly see them anymore.

I just dont know what to do just yet, they are bull riders just like both of our fathers we're. I am a barrel racer a good one at that.

I have a boyfriend he is the father to my kids, but for awhile now he has been pulling away from me and I don't know why. I thought we are okay but I guess I am wrong.

I just feel like I have been stuck in the same storm for two years now and I just don't know how to get out of it. I hope soon this storm runs out of rain cause I don't know how much more I can take.

It feels like when my boyfriend is at home, he won't even help take care of our kids. It breaks me cause, they run out of the room crying and I hold them until they fall asleep.

Will someone new safe me and my kids, or will I but stuck in the same old tail spin.

I wish my brothers and my boyfriend would pull there head out of there butt before it is too late.

My brothers wives hang out with me all the time, I try my best to hide my sadness but they just raise there eyebrow and that is it.

I take my kids to work when I work in the mechanic shop, most of the guys that come into my shop look down on me cause I am a female mevhanic but my fathers taught me everything I know I am good at it.

Then they tell me I can't be a mechanic cuase I am a girl with sunset hair.

I just give them a ice cold glare.

Marture 18 plus

" Well, well what do we have here?"

She swallows hard, I smirk at this goddess of a woman.

She tries to stare me down but she can't, I am 6"5" and she is only 5" even. It is funny she is trying to give me a glare as to I am in trouble but I can't help but laugh.

She turns bright red...........