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BULLSHIT
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IluvdilfsNmilfs
Ongoing, First published Aug 23, 2020
Mature
2022badboybadgirlbullshitlostromanceselfharmteenteen-fictionteen-lifeyoungadult
Have you ever felt so sad, that you don't feel anything? That's what i feel like right now. I look fucking pathetic, drinking my hollow sorrows away. 
Lea is a broke, (broke in more ways than one) 18 year old. She is attending The University of Chicago, with her best friend Cara. Lea and Cara are very different from each other,  but that's what makes them work. They have also been inseparable since ninth grade, when Lea found Cara crying in their highschool bathroom. Lea always had a hard time finding friends, because of her peculiar way of living life. Lea is the definition of spontaneous... or depressed. 

(Authors note)
"I've never written anything other then schoolwork, so I hope it's not too bad. I would also like to clarify, that I'm well aware  that my grammar is shit. Please don't hate too much. Also i would love to hear yall's opinion, so I can improve my book. The book will also have sexual, self harm, graphic content, so if you're fragile... don't read it? I don't know what to say. Anyways, hope you will give this book a chance."
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