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Life it's self

Jeonskookiejar19

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Reads 36
Votes 4
Parts 6
Time 15m

Jeonskookiejar19

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"Why do I have to stay in here all the time"

"You know it's for your safety, I've already lost too many people because of my parents dirty work and I'm sure as hell not losing you"

"Must you be an asswhole about it though"

"Must you be so up tight about it"

"Ok we're even,I guess,for now at least"

"What is that supposed to mean"

"Oh you know until you do another dumb thing that makes me want to leave you"I say this with a sarcastic smile on



This story has a lot to it and it's very complicated just like life,these characters have gone through tuff stuff and very complicated stuff,but in the end life it's self is very complicated,so is this book and the characters life's 

Follow the long journey of characters trying to figure out life's complicated twist and turns while also trying not to get killed in the processAll Rights Reserved

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