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Ruin (boyxboy)

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Reads 26,029
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Parts 38
Time 5h 17m

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"I'm sick, Alan, really sick." Sometimes when you think it's the end, it's only the beginning. Austin thought he could save me, but in giving me everything, he ruined me. Because after one kiss, one touch, I couldn't - I wouldn't ever be the same. Especially since in the end, he won't be here. College sucks, specifically if you're, depressed, dying and in love.All Rights Reserved

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Broken, Imperfect by barlyogurt

*COMPLETED*BOOK 1* Alan knows how it feels to be bullied. He was the target of Ben and Danny for two years until he became friends with Aaron, Phil, and Tino. That's when things changed and now he's as average as it gets. Austin was the new kid this year. It's been an entire semester and he barely speaks, doesn't smile. He has no friends, and is 6 and a half feet tall with lanky limbs and a scary complexion. Around the school he has earned the title 'psycho'. What will happen when Alan decides to give this kid a chance? Will it work out, or will everything crash down around them both? Is any of it worth the trouble that follows?

Set My Whole World On Fire (Austlan Cashby) by theboywhocouldfly31

When Alan can't take the pain any longer, Austin Carlile steps into the picture and changes his world forever. WARNING: TRIGGERING

Dead Boys (boyxboy) by Hannah_lemon_meh

After two years of being ruthlessly bullied, Bellamy's parents decided it would be a good idea to pluck the boy from his school and throw him into a new one. At this school is where he is sucked into countless adventures with a group of boys called the Dead Boys. Each boy has a different background and as Bellamy gets to know them, he starts developing feelings for Aaron, the dark and quiet one of the group but everyone seems to look up to. Desperately not wanting to be bullied, Bellamy tries his hardest to keep his sexuality hidden. But with his growing feelings for Aaron, that may be impossible.

A Touching Of Lips (BoyxBoy) by mossfordgreen

Why does life come with so many different possible answers to the same question? Which answer is the correct one and how do you know for sure? Finding your true self, amid all the decisions you're forced to make in growing up, is quite a battle, isn't it? I was doing okay. Really I was. Then I literally bumped into him and that was it. That was when everything changed. My life took a new turn and became an exciting adventure. I found myself swept along in a sea of change that I either had to swim along with, or sink and drown. It was a no brainer to swim but fully embracing the changes to the way I thought and felt was quite a journey. This is my story.

You Took A Part Of Me (Cashby) by dearjalexcountmein

Alan is starting his first year of college and trying to convince himself he'll survive. Though after meeting his roommate, Austin, he's not so sure anymore.

Beneath The Surface by rainxroses

I'm falling... Falling, helplessly and inevitably; completely at the mercy of the forces dragging me down. Having to trust in an entity's blind intentions and praying to God that they won't let me hit the ground. It's an incredible and horrifying feeling. A feeling that I live for. And I have realized that having something to live for makes you all the more scared of dying. (Constant uploads, and even more editing to older uploads)

Unwanted (BoyxBoy) ~Completed~ by xXPsychodicPandaXx

(WARNING!: DEPRESSING CONTENT, POORLY WRITTEN: READ AT YOUR OWN RISK) "I deserve just as much pain as she gives me." He said fully meaning it and crushing my heart all at once. "No you don't. You are just a broken person both inside and out and all you need is to be fixed. When you're fixed there is nothing but beauty deep in you." I told him truthfully as he looked into my eyes with his shining with tears. In that moment all I could do was feel my heart break for this beautiful boy. But something else was there and it was that I cared for him too. I was starting to fall for Andy. Before I could comprehend what was happening, I slowly leaned towards him and gave him a gentle kiss on his lips. It only lasted a couple of seconds, but it was enough to tell him that he wasn't alone. That he had me and together we could get through this. . *Attention:THIS STORY IS VERY VERY POORLY WRITTEN!!!!!! VERY VERY BAD!!!!!!!! It's gotten more popular than I thought it would be and for that I'm embarrassed because it's not my best work. You're free to be however critical you want to be on this<3

Songbird (Tradley AU) by TiredTris

__ "I can't love you." "...I don't understand." "And you never will. This is your what if." "I don't want you to be my what if, though." "And I didn't want him to be mine, yet here we are.' __ Tristan Evans, notorious man whore and slut of the century has lost the man he cared most about. He is severely depressed and can't go a day without his mind being plagued with what if's. So when the new boy in town reminds him of the fiancé he lost, it takes all the self control he has to be able to control himself and not suffocate his newest love interest. However, can you love someone enough to make a relationship work when you're only with them for someone else || completed 23/11/16||

Just Jump ➵ TomTord by clumsyclorox

edit: 1/21/2021 this is old but if you still wanna read it, go ahead ;^) Broken, Empty, Lost. That's all that can describe Tom. Scars, Burns, Bruises That's what he got from you. 【☆】 Tom was sick. Sick of it all. Sick of the lies, sick of the world. Edd and Matt tried to help, but nothing worked. They tried one more thing. But that just made it worse. 【☆】 Suicidal!Tom x Tord ➵ # 71 in Sadness ➵ # 3 in Toomuch ➵ # 10 in TomTord

Numb ~Cashby~ by FaithColeWriter

Numb, a complete loss of any and all sensation and feeling. Numb, to become nothing but an empty shell, incapable of any and all emotions. When you're trapped in a pool of nothingness, drowning, sufforcating, with no way out...is it really possible, that someone can dive into the pool to save you? Or are you destined to die, sufforcating in the darkness, feeling nothing as you draw your last breath? This will be my very last fanfiction, thank you to everyone who's supported my work and I really hope you enjoy this final fic <3

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Broken, Imperfect

COMPLETEDBOOK 1* Alan knows how it feels to be bullied. He was the target of Ben and Danny for two years until he became friends with Aaron, Phil, and Tino. That's when things changed and now he's as average as it gets. Austin was the new kid this year. It's been an entire semester and he barely speaks, doesn't smile. He has no friends, and is 6 and a half feet tall with lanky limbs and a scary complexion. Around the school he has earned the title 'psycho'. What will happen when Alan decides to give this kid a chance? Will it work out, or will everything crash down around them both? Is any of it worth the trouble that follows?