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I Only Know Hatred

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Parts 8
Time 1h 31m

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In a vicious and eerie small town, a group of tormented teens, who all have a twisted relationship with family, drugs and sex, will through much struggle, violence and resentment, either be compelled to transmute all the hate into something akin to love, or perish to the darkness they harbor within.
 
Liam Godfrey feels safe disguising all the contempt his has for life behind jokes and random acts of rebellion. But his devil may care act will be challenged over his growing attraction for the beautiful and broken Marissa, and the complicated feelings he has for Matty, his best friend. 

To make things worse, his arrogant complacency will be dislodged with the arrival of Caleb, the person Liam most despises in life. After two years abroad, the boring nerd who used to take his relentless hazing like a passive chump, returned with a darkness in his eyes and a confidence Liam has never seen before. The newly set dynamics will shift Liam's own sense of self in a way he couldn't ever predict. But he ought to do something, because this tide of change may destroy everyone around him.All Rights Reserved

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His To Own by Pagaleva

"But friends don't sleep together." Ethan's chest tightened. His voice shook. Daniel smirked, his tone mocking. "Then let's not call it friendship. Let's call it what it is. Friends with benefits." He leaned in suddenly, his face inches from Ethan's, making Ethan freeze in place. "I like what we have now. It's simple. Physical. I don't want to make it complicated with feelings or labels. You know I don't like guys, I like women. But what we have in bed... it works. Our bodies match. So why not just enjoy that? why ruin it?" ***** Ethan has loved his best friend Danial for a long time. He was aware that Danial doesn't feel the same way, but after an unexpected forbidden kiss, everything changes as Danial grows more possessive, now, Ethan must navigate his own feelings while dealing with Danial's newfound affection. Ethan torn between his unrequited feelings and the heartbreaking reality of watching Danial continue to be with other women. Trapped in an emotional struggle, Ethan can't break free from Danial, even though he knows that if their relationship was ever discovered, everything around them would fall apart. How will Ethan handle his feelings for Danial while protecting their complicated relationship from collapsing?

To Put On An Act ✔ [bxb] by of-wine-and-ecstasy

Youngbin Lee has been the target of school bullying for long enough, and it has started to chip away his last bit of confidence. But during a fateful meeting with Alex Hill, one of the most notorious and unruly students, Youngbin is offered help; Alex could protect him from bullies tormenting him, if Youngbin returned a favour. And just like that, the two enter a fake dating deal. But the unlikely pair begins to harmonise better than expected, and the closer their set dating deadline is approaching, the more complications arise. ***** mlm/bxb, fake dating, slowburn, fluff and angst, pining, friends to lovers, self discovery, two dumbasses and the disaster that is falling in love, or pretending to do so. ***** 🥈Epiphany Awards (in LGBTQ+) 🥇💎Phoenix Awards (in Romance) 🥈Petal Pages Mini Awards (in Best Prologue) 🥉Rose Gold Awards 2025 (in Best Prologue) ***** Started Writing: February 2023 Started Posting: September 2023 Completed: August 2025 Word Count: 226,516 ***** cover: drawn by me

This is Definitely Not Love...Right? [BoyxBoy] by SuckedInByBooks

[COMPLETED] Meet Skye Henry, the new guy at school, who happens to be gay. he thought he would have fun making new friends until he met Jacob Evans, the school bully. Skye is confused about why Jacob seems to hate him even though he doesn't know the real him. Could it be that Jacob knows his secret? And why does the most popular girl in school hate him so much? Find out in 'This is Definitely Not Love...Right?'

A slow fall by paiigess

Caleb wasn't sure who he was. His parents told him one thing, the Church, the people in town, but his brothers, friends, life outside, was a different story. With his brother's both away for University, Caleb was stuck in a downward spiral that he wasn't sure he could escape from. Enter Lucas. The neighbour who'd always been there, but their friendship was surface level-Caleb was certain Lucas' only saw him as his best friends little brother. After bumping into Lucas at a club, a stronger friendship quickly forms. He finally learns more about Lucas than he ever knew, but he didn't stop to think about how that could go both ways. Maybe that's just what Caleb needed though, someone to see more than what was on the surface. Maybe the love he sought was right there in front if him, and so was the help he needed. --- *This is a bxb that deals with sensitive themes and mature subjects. Read with care.*

Makeout in the bathroom by creator_X_

When sixteen-year-old Andrew moves to a new state, he's used to blending into the background. Quiet, brutally honest, and carrying secrets he's too scared to share, Andrew expects high school to be the same torment he's always known. But everything changes when he meets Jaxson-a loud, passionate boy with a soft spot for broken things and a fire in his chest that won't die. Jaxson pulls Andrew into his small but tight-knit group: Elijah, the towering protector with green eyes and a guarded heart; and Cameron, thoughtful but distant, torn between affection and restraint. For the first time, Andrew feels seen. But he also feels vulnerable. As the group faces relentless bullying, the weight of personal traumas, and the confusing layers of sexuality, love, and pain, their friendships are tested. Jaxson fights for Andrew-literally and emotionally-but love isn't simple, especially when it's tangled in insecurity, jealousy, and the shadows of past hurt. When Andrew lashes out and walks away from the only people who cared, he spirals into bad choices and dangerous company, until he and Jaxson find their way back-this time with clarity, and no more pretending. A story of identity, brutal honesty, chosen family, and healing, Makeout in the Bathroom is an unflinching, deeply emotional journey through the chaos of teen life, and the quiet moments that make survival worth it.

Heartstrings Torn by teenonymous16

Seventeen-year-old, twisted, Liam Parker, living a normal life, helping his friends in their lives and savingthem from most of the accidents, is now here between two lives where he got to know the secrets of the past hidden behind lies and silence, where he found who he really was, where everything seemed bizarre. A journey during rescuing his beloved ones, made him lost in a labyrinth, in which he found his sexuality different than others but same. Could he handle those contacts he has during his hard phase? Could he be able to live a normal life like before? After finding out his real identity, will he be able to trust someone again? Will he be ever in love again? This book contains: Boyxboy Boyxgirl Stay tuned to find out! Heartstrings Torn - completed WARNING!! This book may contain some adult situation, some dark themes and some f***ed up shit. It is only intended for mature audiences (16 +). Reader discretion is advised. The entire Book is the ©2021 - 2023 by TEENONYMOUS. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means whatsoever without express written permission on from the author. VIOLATERS WILL BE PROSECUTED TO THE FULLEST EXTENT OF THE LAW.

Save Me [BxB] by oopsillymilly

Liam has had it rough all his life. A father with a new family who wants nothing to do with him. A drug addicted mother with an abusive boyfriend. A school full of bullies. Liam struggles to keep going. That is until he meets Jason, the high school drop out.

UNFOLDING SHADOWS by Korrahhh_

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The Art of Faking Straight by Dezzypants

To his peers, Liam Kingsley has it all-girls, good looks, loving parents, and a best friend that'll fight for him until the death. Little does the school know that Liam's faking it. Faking it all. Fearing the loss of everything he's worked so hard to achieve, Liam forces himself to constantly keep up the act of a charming young bachelor. But when Liam becomes friends with the mysterious Connor Hawkins, a dreamy eyed misfit, he begins to lose all the control he's worked so hard to maintain for seventeen long years. Eventually, Liam realizes he knows very little about the mysteriously quiet boy, despite all the years they have attended school together. Connor breathes new life into Liam, and soon Liam discovers that when love, lies, and lust intertwine they can have consequences. Consequences he's not quite sure he's ready for just yet.

Closeted (BoyxBoy) [2014 Edition] by PrinceofSerenity

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His To Own

"But friends don't sleep together." Ethan's chest tightened. His voice shook. Daniel smirked, his tone mocking. "Then let's not call it friendship. Let's call it what it is. Friends with benefits." He leaned in suddenly, his face inches from Ethan's, making Ethan freeze in place. "I like what we have now. It's simple. Physical. I don't want to make it complicated with feelings or labels. You know I don't like guys, I like women. But what we have in bed... it works. Our bodies match. So why not just enjoy that? why ruin it?" ***** Ethan has loved his best friend Danial for a long time. He was aware that Danial doesn't feel the same way, but after an unexpected forbidden kiss, everything changes as Danial grows more possessive, now, Ethan must navigate his own feelings while dealing with Danial's newfound affection. Ethan torn between his unrequited feelings and the heartbreaking reality of watching Danial continue to be with other women. Trapped in an emotional struggle, Ethan can't break free from Danial, even though he knows that if their relationship was ever discovered, everything around them would fall apart. How will Ethan handle his feelings for Danial while protecting their complicated relationship from collapsing?