I Only Know Hatred
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MatureOngoing1h 31m
Last published Wed, Sep 16, 2020
In a vicious and eerie small town, a group of tormented teens, who all have a twisted relationship with family, drugs and sex, will through much struggle, violence and resentment, either be compelled to transmute all the hate into something akin to love, or perish to the darkness they harbor within.
Liam Godfrey feels safe disguising all the contempt his has for life behind jokes and random acts of rebellion. But his devil may care act will be challenged over his growing attraction for the beautiful and broken Marissa, and the complicated feelings he has for Matty, his best friend.
To make things worse, his arrogant complacency will be dislodged with the arrival of Caleb, the person Liam most despises in life. After two years abroad, the boring nerd who used to take his relentless hazing like a passive chump, returned with a darkness in his eyes and a confidence Liam has never seen before. The newly set dynamics will shift Liam's own sense of self in a way he couldn't ever predict. But he ought to do something, because this tide of change may destroy everyone around him.
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