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I Only Know Hatred

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Parts 8
Time 1h 31m

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In a vicious and eerie small town, a group of tormented teens, who all have a twisted relationship with family, drugs and sex, will through much struggle, violence and resentment, either be compelled to transmute all the hate into something akin to love, or perish to the darkness they harbor within.
 
Liam Godfrey feels safe disguising all the contempt his has for life behind jokes and random acts of rebellion. But his devil may care act will be challenged over his growing attraction for the beautiful and broken Marissa, and the complicated feelings he has for Matty, his best friend. 

To make things worse, his arrogant complacency will be dislodged with the arrival of Caleb, the person Liam most despises in life. After two years abroad, the boring nerd who used to take his relentless hazing like a passive chump, returned with a darkness in his eyes and a confidence Liam has never seen before. The newly set dynamics will shift Liam's own sense of self in a way he couldn't ever predict. But he ought to do something, because this tide of change may destroy everyone around him.All Rights Reserved

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Closeted (BoyxBoy) [2014 Edition] by PrinceofSerenity

18-year-old Gabriel Knight knows who he is. Quarterback of the high school football team, senior, good-looking ladykiller, and just downright popular. He's everything you wouldn't want your little girl to bring home from school. Everyone thinks Gabriel is perfection. He has the looks, the girls, the money, the fame, the talents, he has everything. But there is one thing Gabriel has that no one knows: a secret. 17-year-old Liam Jenkins is your go-to guy when you need help with any subject in school. He's a nerd, basically. Designated to become valedictorian if he maintains his 4.0 GPA. He's everything Mommy and Daddy would want for their little princess, too bad Liam prefers princes. Liam, is gay. Has been, and always will be. He has always known that, and he doesn't hide it when people ask him. Although it sometimes gets him into trouble, it didn't stop him from becoming the most lovable guy around. So what happens when these two get together? Only one way to find out. Open your copy of "Closeted" today, and experience an adventure that's filled with love, hate, betrayal, and trust. When will you come out?

Stuck On A High by simple4thoughts

He knew he was blushing; he could feel it. Boy, did he hate that. "I-I never sleep," his eyes darted away for a moment, "maybe I was thinking of all the ways I could bash your face in. Devyn glared at those jade eyes, his lip curling slightly. He pressed their bodies closer, his leg slipping between Lexin's. "If you think-" Devyn's words died from his lips as Lexin nearly whimpered, from both embarrassment and pleasure. Devyn's firm thigh was now pressed against his rock-hard dick, and he had no excuse as to why it was hard. The two stared at each other in a thick silence, Lexin's eyes wide and Devyn's unreadable. "Y-you should-" "Is this why you're up," Devyn's tone began to drop, "couldn't find a good fuck at the party?" Lexin glared and tried his best not to grind his hips forward and release some of the pain. "If I wanted to, I would have," he scowled. "Since when do you come home unsatisfied? We both know you can't keep it in your pants," Devyn's eyes stayed locked on the bruises. "Prick," Lexin hissed. Unable to stop himself, his hips pressed forward this time, his eyebrows pinching together. To his surprise Devyn pushed back. He wasn't gentle about it either as he applied the weight of his muscular thigh onto Lexin's hard on. Devyn's dark eyes flicked to his before he leaned down, brushing his lips on the shell of Lexin's ear. "You want to tell me why you're so hard, princess?" Lexin turned beat red, "Stop calling me that." "That's not an answer," Devyn slid his head down and brushed his lips over the sore hickey. ~'~ WARNING: this book has a choking and biting kink. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK

This is Definitely Not Love...Right? [BoyxBoy] by SuckedInByBooks

[COMPLETED] Meet Skye Henry, the new guy at school, who happens to be gay. he thought he would have fun making new friends until he met Jacob Evans, the school bully. Skye is confused about why Jacob seems to hate him even though he doesn't know the real him. Could it be that Jacob knows his secret? And why does the most popular girl in school hate him so much? Find out in 'This is Definitely Not Love...Right?'

Save Me [BxB] by oopsillymilly

Liam has had it rough all his life. A father with a new family who wants nothing to do with him. A drug addicted mother with an abusive boyfriend. A school full of bullies. Liam struggles to keep going. That is until he meets Jason, the high school drop out.

Crash and Burn (BoyxBoy) by SarahEvansxox

I pulled myself out as I shut my eyes in pain as little bits of shattered glass tore into my flesh. I managed myself out of the vehicle. I attempted to make my legs work again by standing slowly. I gathered all my strength before attempting to pick my brother up once again and walking as his feet dragged behind us. An explosion rang in my ears and sent me shooting against a tree on a wet patch of grass. Then it all goes black... ...::::...::::... Jeremy Mathews is a nerdy type of emo guy. He was involved in a tragic bus accident on his way from school. He's forgotten minor details of his life like his favorite outfit and color, but he's also forgotten some major things like his parents, his bully, his crush, his friends, his academics, and anything in between. He suffers from severe memory loss, no scrapbook can save him from this one. Martin Valve is Jeremy's bully. He's hated him since as long as anyone could remember but... no one knows why. Joyce Valentine is Jeremy's best friend and defender. She's always there for him. He can always find a safe place with her, including when he loses his memory. Xander Timmons is Jeremy's crush. He's the greatest guy you'll ever meet. Quarterback of the football team, nice, smart, and an all around good person. Will he be able to help Jeremy remember the details of his entire life, or maybe just the minor one that is, Xander. Xander has always been fond of the younger boy. He doesn't know why but he does know he cares for him, a lot. All Xander wants is for Jeremy to be the same guy he used to be. The nice, charismatic, loving, and sweet guy he's so used to. He'll do anything to get him back. (Sorry for the poorly written description) *complete* *In editing*

Hey, I STILL HATE YOU [BoyxBoy] by ThatLonelyGirl

***SEQUEL TO "I HATE YOU"*** Welcome back to Dylan and Zack's world. Zack is still the bad boy everyone loves, but now with a softer side made specially for Dylan. But the one thing he wants to change for Dylan is his addiction to parties, drugs, and alcohol. The only thing that's stopping him is the fact that he couldn't give up all of that for his life. So what's this bad boy to do? Forget about the pass with drugs and get help? Or leave Dylan for the things his body crave for? Dylan is noticing that Zack is being weird. He's always leaving the house at strange times and he's constantly being emotional and drinking at night. Dylan begins to worry when he starts coming home drunk and memories of his past are flashing right before his very eyes. Who will be there to pick him up when Zack isn't? With the return of Liam, Zack and Dylan's relationship falling apart, and the hate returning to the "happy couple" how will they react this time around? (2020 Update: Once more, this book also contains a lot of toxic stuff, so if you're going to read it just be aware. Also, again, I wrote this when I was like 13 or 14 so it contains a lot of stuff that I had no real knowledge about and didn't bother to look up. Moral of the story, stay safe and educate yourself kids!)

Expression {bxb} by 75goldfish

Liam has a bad habit of closing off his emotions. His tendency to numb has led him to quite the lonesome life, but it's not so bad. Until he meets Spencer, someone who accidentally makes him feel. Spencer, timid, shy, and small, has a terrible home life. But he's faking it till he makes it. Until he meets Liam, someone who teaches him to open up. ~~~~~~ Just another bxb love story ✌🏼 I tried pacing the relationship well, idk how well that worked out 🤷‍♀️ This is completed but it's only ten chapters sorry ; also this is all fluff. I honestly have no ability to gauge how good this book is cause I've read it over so many times I'm numb to it.

The Smile Has Left Your Eyes by XrainXstormX

"We've been best friends for fourteen years. Did you really think I wouldn't notice? I can see it... in your eyes. Your smile never reaches your eyes." -- When Aspen Ace falls, he falls hard. It's a gradual descent that happens so naturally, Aspen doesn't even recognize anything's changed until he's already neck-deep in an unrequited love for his best friend, Rafe Alvarez. Nervous and insecure, Aspen brings this new revelation to the person he trusts most-his older brother, Alex. He doesn't expect to be met with unconditional acceptance, but the reaction he receives is nightmare fodder. Regret barely scratches the surface of Aspen's emotions when his brother decides to blackmail him, but with no other option, Aspen learns to survive. Aspen can deal with the abuse as long as Alex keeps his sexuality a secret. He'll just wait it out. Aspen will graduate high school with a baseball scholarship and get the hell out of his conservative hometown... if he can endure. But he can't, and Aspen's suddenly fighting not only his brother, but the all-consuming monster in his head.

Get A Room! by BrightSparksBL

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No More Wasting Time by Creative_Writer407

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Closeted (BoyxBoy) [2014 Edition] cover

Stuck On A High cover

This is Definitely Not Love...Right? [BoyxBoy] cover

Save Me [BxB] cover

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Hey, I STILL HATE YOU [BoyxBoy] cover

Expression {bxb} cover

The Smile Has Left Your Eyes cover

Get A Room! cover

No More Wasting Time cover

Closeted (BoyxBoy) [2014 Edition]

18-year-old Gabriel Knight knows who he is. Quarterback of the high school football team, senior, good-looking ladykiller, and just downright popular. He's everything you wouldn't want your little girl to bring home from school. Everyone thinks Gabriel is perfection. He has the looks, the girls, the money, the fame, the talents, he has everything. But there is one thing Gabriel has that no one knows: a secret. 17-year-old Liam Jenkins is your go-to guy when you need help with any subject in school. He's a nerd, basically. Designated to become valedictorian if he maintains his 4.0 GPA. He's everything Mommy and Daddy would want for their little princess, too bad Liam prefers princes. Liam, is gay. Has been, and always will be. He has always known that, and he doesn't hide it when people ask him. Although it sometimes gets him into trouble, it didn't stop him from becoming the most lovable guy around. So what happens when these two get together? Only one way to find out. Open your copy of "Closeted" today, and experience an adventure that's filled with love, hate, betrayal, and trust. When will you come out?