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I Only Know Hatred

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Reads 522
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Parts 8
Time 1h 31m

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In a vicious and eerie small town, a group of tormented teens, who all have a twisted relationship with family, drugs and sex, will through much struggle, violence and resentment, either be compelled to transmute all the hate into something akin to love, or perish to the darkness they harbor within.
 
Liam Godfrey feels safe disguising all the contempt his has for life behind jokes and random acts of rebellion. But his devil may care act will be challenged over his growing attraction for the beautiful and broken Marissa, and the complicated feelings he has for Matty, his best friend. 

To make things worse, his arrogant complacency will be dislodged with the arrival of Caleb, the person Liam most despises in life. After two years abroad, the boring nerd who used to take his relentless hazing like a passive chump, returned with a darkness in his eyes and a confidence Liam has never seen before. The newly set dynamics will shift Liam's own sense of self in a way he couldn't ever predict. But he ought to do something, because this tide of change may destroy everyone around him.All Rights Reserved

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No More Wasting Time by Creative_Writer407

Diego Santiago was not your average teenager. He had a loving mother, a great best friend, a beautiful friend, an ex-boyfriend that gave him a traumatic experience, a soon-to-be stepbrother that helped along in that traumatic experience, a friend turned enemy, and finally, a messy slight crush. It's a handful. He was no longer a nobody but somebody with a bad name and a target on his head. He messed with the school's king, and he needed to face the consequences, or so they say and believe. Despite all these things that are making his life one big roller coaster, he still wants one thing in life, for his mother and friends to be happy. Caden Mitchell had a hectic life of his own as well. He was the enemy at first and is trying his best to become a true brother and a true lover. He knew he needed to change, but his old habits keep crawling back. He needed to learn and grow as a person, and for the sake of his mental health, he needed to change fast. Caden was on a mission, a mission to get back his soon-to-be stepbrother and his lover that meant more to him than he could express in words. He was growing desperate and was ready to do just about anything. Even if that meant leaving behind Victor, who he once saw was the closest thing to a brother he'd ever get.

Honey and Spice | ✔️ by babbleduck

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Hey, I STILL HATE YOU [BoyxBoy] by ThatLonelyGirl

***SEQUEL TO "I HATE YOU"*** Welcome back to Dylan and Zack's world. Zack is still the bad boy everyone loves, but now with a softer side made specially for Dylan. But the one thing he wants to change for Dylan is his addiction to parties, drugs, and alcohol. The only thing that's stopping him is the fact that he couldn't give up all of that for his life. So what's this bad boy to do? Forget about the pass with drugs and get help? Or leave Dylan for the things his body crave for? Dylan is noticing that Zack is being weird. He's always leaving the house at strange times and he's constantly being emotional and drinking at night. Dylan begins to worry when he starts coming home drunk and memories of his past are flashing right before his very eyes. Who will be there to pick him up when Zack isn't? With the return of Liam, Zack and Dylan's relationship falling apart, and the hate returning to the "happy couple" how will they react this time around? (2020 Update: Once more, this book also contains a lot of toxic stuff, so if you're going to read it just be aware. Also, again, I wrote this when I was like 13 or 14 so it contains a lot of stuff that I had no real knowledge about and didn't bother to look up. Moral of the story, stay safe and educate yourself kids!)

Beneath the Pines by McPrincess_01

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Stuck On A High by simple4thoughts

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A TASTE OF CANDY POISON by zelsienixs

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No More Wasting Time

Diego Santiago was not your average teenager. He had a loving mother, a great best friend, a beautiful friend, an ex-boyfriend that gave him a traumatic experience, a soon-to-be stepbrother that helped along in that traumatic experience, a friend turned enemy, and finally, a messy slight crush. It's a handful. He was no longer a nobody but somebody with a bad name and a target on his head. He messed with the school's king, and he needed to face the consequences, or so they say and believe. Despite all these things that are making his life one big roller coaster, he still wants one thing in life, for his mother and friends to be happy. Caden Mitchell had a hectic life of his own as well. He was the enemy at first and is trying his best to become a true brother and a true lover. He knew he needed to change, but his old habits keep crawling back. He needed to learn and grow as a person, and for the sake of his mental health, he needed to change fast. Caden was on a mission, a mission to get back his soon-to-be stepbrother and his lover that meant more to him than he could express in words. He was growing desperate and was ready to do just about anything. Even if that meant leaving behind Victor, who he once saw was the closest thing to a brother he'd ever get.