Remember Who You Are (Kylo x Reader)

Ben Solo was your best friend growing up, and after hearing of his death during one of his Jedi training explorations, you find it hard to believe you will ever love again. Nearly 10 years later, you are now a Resistance pilot being sent to the Unknown Regions to gather intel on the First Order's new superweapon. After being discovered, your squadron is attacked by a fleet of Tie fighters, and you end up crash-landing on the Starkiller base. Now a prisoner to the First Order, you are held captive by the merciless Kylo Ren. Kylo, with the help of his Knights, begins interrogating you about your intentions, but things start to become personal and you soon realize that the monster in front of you is the man you once knew.
Will you be able to separate your memories from reality, or will you succumb to the creature behind the mask?

AN: I haven't written anything in years, so I apologize if the flow/grammar is not the best. This fic is largely inspired by all the music that gives me strong Kylo Ren vibes, so I will be including a song of choice for most of the chapters (ASR = Author's Song Recommendation), all of which can be found on my 'Kylo Smut' Spotify playlist. Thanks for stopping by, and may the Force be with you! :)

**WARNING** This fic is for mature audiences, and although it will probably start off as a slow-burn, there will still be quite a bit of smut and heavy content. The content will include, but is not limited to, the following:
-Graphic sexual encounters
-Force choking/normal choking
-Depictions of pain and torture
-Slight BDSM
-Sexual assault
(I will update this list as the story progresses and include trigger warnings as necessary in the chapters)

Cover Art: "Ben Solo becoming Kylo Ren" by Mikolaj Birek