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I Told Myself I Didn't Love Him

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Winter's name is apt. She is emotionally barren, and had grown to accept it. In her seventeen years nothing had penetrated that. It's just her luck that the person to finally break that spell is her older sister's boyfriend. Relishing in the new drug of emotion, she convinces herself that her rampant feelings are utterly platonic, and she's no reason at all to worry.All Rights Reserved

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I Told Myself I Didn't Love Him
Thu, Sep 25, 2014

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