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Till My heart stops beating

Goldentraplover121

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Parts 2
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Reads 48
Votes 4
Parts 2
Time <5 mins

Goldentraplover121

Mature

russame youthful

Rusame story.

America is a 16-year-old who fights depression. he always hears the screams of his parents yelling at each other every day its worse. he gets scared of getting older and tries to stay his normal childish self as everyone acts more mature.
Russia tries to rush his life. his positivity is low and he tries to ignore everyone.

'I would kill... so may souls.... for one thing...'
'what is that?'
'...you l- love...All Rights Reserved

russame youthful

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•I Met You At A Party...?• : America x Russia: Discontinued by Okai_Stories

This is a RusAme Fanfiction (obviously *Cough*) [There the Gist Of The Story..Maybe ¯\_(ツ)_/¯] This story is based off an average persons life, nothing special really. Russia, not having a job since his father gives him loads of money every month, He doesn't do much he lives in an apartment since it would be a waste to have a big house, since he lives with no one. America on the other hand, Has to work multiple hours of the day to sustain himself, Canada, Australia, And New Zealand. Frace was somewhere else in the world when UK just..Left. I Guess you could read to find out what'll happen (Cringe AF :') ) (art isn't mine)

He's a mess. [[RusAme - Countryhumans.]] by 0bsessedWriter

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Somewhere with me (abandoned) by DuckBird

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Secretly in Love by gerdoodles18

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sooo um... RusAme? - Fighting by Incognito7671

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