my beautiful baby

To everyone else he is a big strong man
He doesn't get scared easily
He doesn't care what other people think
He says what he wants when he wants to
He protects the people he cares about
He carries a large pocket knife around with him to defend himself and others
He fights for whats right

But to her, he is her baby boy
He just wants to be able to submit
He just wants to crawl in her lap and sleep
He wants to follow her olders
He wants nothing more than her happiness
He does everything for her
He does everything he is told
He is a good boy
He is her good boy

He has to put on an exterior that isn't who he truly is, he has to be the big strong man to his family and friends, because that is what he has grown up to be. But thats not what he is, he is a submissive boy who wants nothing more than to let his guard down and be vulnerable. Its hard work to have to put on a strong face and lie to everyone everyday. But when he's with her.. he lets his guard down, he lets himself melt into her and become hers and only hers, he hates that he has to lie to everyone, he hates how tall he is, he hates how strong he is, he isn't able to control his strength. But he tries to, he lets him self become week around her, because he knows she will protect him. She is his mistress and he is her good boy.