Walking into those gates was the moment I lost myself in the mess of it all. The begging, of everything. It was full of blood-sucking demons, all trying to make life a mess for the newbies. There were lifeless ghosts, wearing dark masks, hiding their face, their feelings from the world. There were the soul-less watchers, who would pile everything on your shoulders, telling you to get used to it, telling you to pick yourself up, to keep going even though they know that they'll keep piling everything on your shoulders, then repeat the cycle again, and again.