I'm dead
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I think I'm dead. I mean everyone wishes I was dead anyways..but what did I do to deserve so much hate
The way I think of all of this
I'm a little girl who hates her life
I would tell my story but who would want to hear that?
I'm alexis ..I'm 14 and I'm DEAD.
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