What The Heart Wants [boyxboy]

I don't fucking get it. I always wanted Rory Coleman to leave me alone, to stop chasing after me and baking me cookies and giving me the fucking googly eyes. Rory Coleman annoyed me, I wasn't even fucking gay and I had Rory Coleman under my arms, the guy was basically in love with me since I could remember. Shit, I fucked with him all I wanted and he wouldn't care, and I did it all in attempts to get him to leave me the fuck alone. But now that he's ignoring me, and I finally got everything I've ever wanted... why does it hurt this fucking much?