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all we can do is keep breathing || larry s.

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Reads 51,431
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Parts 19
Time 25h 9m

burnoutwithenergy

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"Harry, I-I'm so sorry..." Louis stutters out, trying to keep his voice level and even, to portray a depiction of strength, but with the way Harry is looking at him, staring at him like he has a personal passage way straight to Louis' soul, it's so hard, nearly impossible.

That simple opening phrase, that short introductory acknowledgement that is often rushed out so easily, painlessly, at a safe distance. Giving a doctor the ability to portray empathy without true emotion, without feeling the full brunt and sheer force of the underlying pain itself.

But Louis feels it, he feels the crushing agony laced behind the phrase, he feels the weight of the painful words slipping from his lips, the cause and effect that the three-word expression holds. The distantly empty "I'm so sorry" that doctors throw out in self-preservation, isn't at all empty for him. Louis recognizes it, he understands it, he feels it.

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a fated story of two broken and battered boys who barely survived the unimaginable and how the love of one little brave girl defies all the odds and somehow puts them back together.All Rights Reserved

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✔️STRONG [L.S] by rikirriki

"H-Harry please!" I cried, my hands placed protectively in front of my face. His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrists, pinning them against the wall. His breath rolled over my face, the faint scent of alcohol rolling up my nose. "Shut up." He growled. His short nails dug into my arm and I winced in pain. He released me, and grabbed a handful of my hair instead. I shrieked in pain as he threw me to the ground. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed my eyes shut. "Get up." He said. I opened my eyes, and scrambled to my feet quickly. He grabbed the front of my shirt to pull me closer, leaning down to my level. His eyes burned straight through mine. Chills went down my spine and I bit my bottom lip out of fear. "How many times do I have to tell you? You. Are. Mine." -------------------------- In a complex narrative, where Harry wrestles with the voices of schizophrenia, the story unfolds with uncertainty. The question lingers: Will Harry succumb to the relentless voices, potentially breaking down Louis, or will Louis summon the strength to confront the darkness that threatens him and stand resolute in his own defense? The outcome rests upon the delicate interplay of their intertwined fates, a story of mental struggles and strength yet to fully reveal itself.

Nosocomephobia || LS by iamasassyqueen28

Larry!AU OS_Long! 15K English is not my first language, so if you find any mistakes, please let me know in the comments. Thank you xx Louis Tomlinson is the captain of Manchester United and, as far as he knew, in order to retain that position in the team, Louis had to fulfil a small and insignificant commitment, apart from, of course, not breaking a leg or a knee. And that small commitment was nothing more than going to the hospital and undergoing all the routine checks that the league required at least once every six months. And Louis wouldn't have had anything to say about it if his insane fear of hospitals and his deep hatred of doctors hadn't made him vomit at the mere thought of having to deal with both at the same time. But this time he had no choice. He had already burned through every excuse he could think of, and now all he had to do was find the courage to face his demons. Or Where Louis has to go to hospital and Harry Styles is the doctor who has to take care of him.

Wish I Was Home by sweetbabylove1991

"I can't keep doing this," he said as he stopped and glanced back at me. "You can't keep running either," I said loudly. That made him turn and face me fully. "Me? I'm the one always running? What about you? You've ran how many times in the past? You've let everyone else control our relationship. Everyone but me!" "You told me to leave you alone," I yelled. "You said you didn't want any of this anymore. You left the fucking country! You went and never even considered what that would do to me!" "I lied too Louis! You hurt me and I wanted to hurt you back!" he yelled. "Maybe a friendship is out of the question. Our relationship is beyond repair. All we do is lie to each other." He turned to walk out again and he opened the door. I rushed to him and reached for his arm. "Harry don't go please." I had never stopped him from leaving before. This time my heart wouldn't let me let him go. "You said you cared and you missed me too." I spoke in a low voice and used his own words against him. A low thing to do but I needed him to understand how much I was hurting. Note: this is a story of pure fiction. If Harry and Louis are not be together in real life then, we as a fandom, have created a beautiful and tragic love story! I hope you enjoy my work. I put my heart in it. If you're not a Larry shipper don't read this. If you are then I hope you enjoy!!!

Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

Wish from a Shooting Star (Larry Stylinson) by 1dl4rry

"I said I love you," he repeats, this time softer, not as a yell anymore. A single tear streaks down the other boy's cheek when he shrugs his shoulders. "I wished you would." - Harry is a 16 year old boy who's always been the easiest target for everyone. After his friend Niall introduces him to Louis, few things go wrong. Harry falls in love with the wrong gender. Accepting it is one thing, but dealing with the consequences is another. And suddenly, he's 14 again, sitting on the cold bathroom floor. All he wishes for is to get what he deserves. Except he's not sure what that is yet. Louis, on the other hand, has recently gotten out of his first ever relationship and had to switch schools right away because of his ex. It surely had some impact on him, definitely not the best one ever. He struggles with his emotions. And maybe worries too much when it comes to money. But the second he lays his blue eyes on the curly haired boy, there's a spark of hope. That maybe someone might actually love him for him. Which is all he's ever wished for. Will their wishes come true? - 194,2k words. TW: Contains themes some readers might find difficult. Such as: - suicidal thoughts, - attempt of committing, - physical (+ sexual)/verbal abuse, - self-harm (remembered), - drugs, - alcohol, - blood, - death (remembered), - body shaming, - manipulation, - financial abuse/coercive control (remembered), - smut... Disclaimer: None of this is real. This is fiction. Nothing in this story is meant to imply anything, nor does this reflect the reality. I am NOT a doctor, healthcare provider, or medical professional.

Insatiably You | l.s. by 28larry369

How was Harry expected not to look when every instinct of his being was begging him to capture Louis' pure personification of beauty to his canvas? How could Louis be blamed for letting his guard down upon seeing the bruises, the countless scars, and the reason behind Harry's tears? How was Harry ever expected to forget the way Louis made his entire being ripple with arousal and longing? How would Louis ever forget the way he felt safety and comfort with Harry after years of lonesome? OR Where Harry hates one-night stands for the sole reason that he can't have someone without becoming attached. What happens when Harry's mother decides to move in with her boyfriend, only for his son to turn out to be Harry's one-night stand? Will both boys be able to contain their attraction for each other or will it get the best of them? Will they risk their parents finding out and pursue each other? Or will they silently pine for each other? Continue reading to find out.

Fine Line - Larry Stylinson AU by Ness2813

A love that got so toxic. "What are we doing here Harry? Liam? For fucks sake!" "Louis. Calm down. We're concerned about you two." "Aren't we on a hiatus? You should be doing your own thing." The car door opened and in climbed Niall, then him. "Oh fuck no." "You're not leaving this car. We're taking you to see a therapist. We're going to fix you two." "We're not even having problems- "The fuck you are. Harry still calls." Louis looked at Harry with betrayal "You still call him? And complain?! About us?! Harry- "Don't blame him. He loves you and just wants you both to be happy. So do we. So shut up, and put your seatbelt on. We're going, no fucking buts."

𝐕𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐚 by larry-writer_28

Book || "I was never meant to be a hero. I was born to be the villain of my own story so that no one else can take that role and hurt me in the ways I've been hurt from my past." ••• "You belong to me, your body, your mind, your soul. Everything, i own it! I have the right to hurt you-I have the right to make you scream, to make you cry and moan in pleasure." ••• "Am i too soft or the world is just too hard? " "No, you just feel too much." "But isn't it the point of having a heart?" ••• "I want them." "Touch them and watch me burn you alive with the same love i once adored you for..." ••• "How does it feel to be on the other end of the gunpoint Sunshine." "Absolutely lovely Amore."

Therapy || l.t. by Alex_stories

"Maybe we'll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I'll be right for you and you'll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This book contains sensitive material such as strong language, abuse, sexual content, death and depression. If you are not comfortable with such topics, please do not continue. All of this is, indeed, a matter of fiction. I understand that some of the events that will take place are real to you. If you believe this will trigger something, please do not continue reading. Read at your own risk from here on out. Alex xx

Ward No.1D by inkylils

What's this story about? ╰┈➤ [Zayn centered + ZOUIS ship] Zayn Malik was a mess. Everyone thought he was psycho, crazy, insane. His parents decided they couldn't take it anymore, sending him off to a mental ward, no further questions asked. Among other struggling souls, including an empathetic counselor and three patients grappling with their own battles. But whilst he was in the ward, he discovered something. The ward wasn't what it seemed, it was corrupted and dangerous. He knew he needed to get out. And to make matters worse, he did the stupidest thing any mentally ill person can do. He fell in love. Character roles? ╰┈➤ Liam Payne is a dedicated worker and counselor at the facility, striving to make a difference while carrying unseen burdens of his own. Harry Styles battles anorexia, struggles in his search for control. Louis Tomlinson is haunted by self-harm and suicidal ideations, masking his pain behind his familiar defiance. Niall Horan lives with psychological fantasia and anxiety, often caught between reality and the vivid stories his mind weaves. At the heart of it all is Zayn Malik, whose antisocial personality disorder and substance use disorder paint him as distant, dangerous and unpredictable. TWS? ╰┈➤ themes of self-harm, suicidal ideation, eating disorders, substance use, psychological trauma, heavy language, violence, and sensitive mental health depictions. Moments of comfort, friendship, and romance will be present, but the story will not shy away from the darker aspects of their struggles. ╰┈➤ Last but definately not least, rest in peace, Liam Payne. 🕊️

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✔️STRONG [L.S]

"H-Harry please!" I cried, my hands placed protectively in front of my face. His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrists, pinning them against the wall. His breath rolled over my face, the faint scent of alcohol rolling up my nose. "Shut up." He growled. His short nails dug into my arm and I winced in pain. He released me, and grabbed a handful of my hair instead. I shrieked in pain as he threw me to the ground. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed my eyes shut. "Get up." He said. I opened my eyes, and scrambled to my feet quickly. He grabbed the front of my shirt to pull me closer, leaning down to my level. His eyes burned straight through mine. Chills went down my spine and I bit my bottom lip out of fear. "How many times do I have to tell you? You. Are. Mine." -------------------------- In a complex narrative, where Harry wrestles with the voices of schizophrenia, the story unfolds with uncertainty. The question lingers: Will Harry succumb to the relentless voices, potentially breaking down Louis, or will Louis summon the strength to confront the darkness that threatens him and stand resolute in his own defense? The outcome rests upon the delicate interplay of their intertwined fates, a story of mental struggles and strength yet to fully reveal itself.