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burnoutwithenergy

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Reads 47,607
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Parts 19
Time 25h 9m

burnoutwithenergy

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"Harry, I-I'm so sorry..." Louis stutters out, trying to keep his voice level and even, to portray a depiction of strength, but with the way Harry is looking at him, staring at him like he has a personal passage way straight to Louis' soul, it's so hard, nearly impossible.

That simple opening phrase, that short introductory acknowledgement that is often rushed out so easily, painlessly, at a safe distance. Giving a doctor the ability to portray empathy without true emotion, without feeling the full brunt and sheer force of the underlying pain itself.

But Louis feels it, he feels the crushing agony laced behind the phrase, he feels the weight of the painful words slipping from his lips, the cause and effect that the three-word expression holds. The distantly empty "I'm so sorry" that doctors throw out in self-preservation, isn't at all empty for him. Louis recognizes it, he understands it, he feels it.

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a fated story of two broken and battered boys who barely survived the unimaginable and how the love of one little brave girl defies all the odds and somehow puts them back together.All Rights Reserved

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When I Needed You The Most ~ Larry Stylinson MPREG by NotReadyToPlayNice

Louis has always known he was a carrier but what happens when he has trouble getting pregnant "its ok baby, we can try IVF again next month" harry says "why is my body betraying me" louis says as he cries into harry's arms "i don't know but the doctor says the we are both fine and are able to have kids, just don't stress out about it" harry says "you right its going to happen when the times right" louis says as he takes a deep breath and they fall asleep in each others arms will love get them thru all of this or will it break them apart DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A DOCTOR, LAWYER, THERAPIST OR IN LAW ENFORECEMENT SO ALTHO ITS ALL MENTIONED IN THIS BOOK, ITS A FAN FICTION SO THE FACTS ARE NOT ACCURATE --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- this is a larry stylinson fanfic i do not own or have rights to the boys (I wish) but i do believe that LARRY STYLINSON is real there will be bad words boyxboy love smut and fluff mpreg "UPDATES EVERY SUNDAY" please comment and like and vote thanks LETS BEGIN

Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

ZERO by Fatma_saad97

Nina gets obliged to move from her home town. Leaving her family, friends and most importantly football team behind. After being the captain of her team she gets put face to face with the hardships of starting it all over again, from scratch, from ZERO. Will she get back on her feet? What would Louis Tomlinson have to do with her recovery journey? What will happen if she fails? Will she go back leaving her new experience behind? ↭ "For how long have you been fucking him?" I heard from behind me and rolled my eyes. "You back at this again?" "I never left it Nina. You know what really hurts is that I genuinely thought you had a little bit of sanity and cared in the slightest way about me. My feelings!" He said. But I do care, I like myself around him. "Okay even if I did that's none of your business! It was long before I even started liking you!" "What the fouck is that supposed to mean? You were going out with me while shagging another lad?" "I wasn't shagging!" I gritted. "I even turned him down because I'd feel guilty" "Yes were!" "Fine! He was a better shag at least, he's not making a big deal of everything and shouting all the time!" I retorted impulsively, as soon as I realized what I just said Louis's eyes were looking down. I didn't mean it. "I'm sorry, this is over. You can go back to him, you don't have to feel guilty for me." Louis said tumbling. "L... Louis" I tried. He walked away. I lost him. ↭ Cover by~ KattyMonsmert Thanks alot bbe, I can't thank you enough.

Back to you by precious230711

A beautiful past. A Horrifying present. Hopefully a future where they reunite. __________________________________ Not everything goes as per planned. Things change. Maybe for the good, maybe for the bad. Sometimes simply horrible. That's what happened to Louis.

𝐕𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐚 by larry-writer_28

Book 2 "I was never meant to be a hero. I was born to be the villain of my own story so that no one else can take that role and hurt me in the ways I've been hurt from my past." ••• "You belong to me, your body, your mind, your soul. Everything, i own it! I have the right to hurt you-I have the right to make you scream, to make you cry and moan in pleasure." ••• "Am i too soft or the world is just too hard? " "No, you just feel too much." "But isn't it the point of having a heart?" ••• "I want them." "Touch them and watch me burn you alive with the same love i once adored you for..." ••• "How does it feel to be on the other end of the gunpoint Sunshine." "Absolutely lovely Amore."

safe haven │ larry stylinson by 1DfriendsLM

You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.

A New Day Has Come || l.s. by CuriousKat

Louis Tomlinson was trying his hardest to be strong. He was always depressed because of hate from the fans. Every night, he felt like angels were singing to him as he cried himself to sleep. His life was miserable and no one knew about it. That he was sad, he cried everyday...that his smiles, his laughs were nothing but fake. He held it in, unsure of what the outcome would be. His thoughts on his life often were: "What if I were to just not wake up today?" or "What if I wasn't here? Would the boys even miss me?" He knew it would never get better. If he were to quit the band...fans would eat him alive. If he continues in the band...hate would just continue to roll in. What else could he do that would stop the hate, the pain, everything...forever? He made up his mind once the boys found out...

In Front of Them (L.S.) by missingstylinson14

Harry could tell he was upset. He denied it, but Harry knew, Harry always knew. He wanted to comfort him, but couldn't take the chance of someone seeing and it putting their relationship through even more. "What's wrong?" Harry whispered, hoping no one would notice. He worried more as he saw the tears well up in Louis' eyes. He could count on one hand the amount of times he's seen louis cry before now. He's always so strong. "Please," Louis whimpered as a tear escaped. Harry was about to ask what he meant, but stopped himself, he knew. "Louis. You know I want to, so much, but I can't. We can't. They'll kill us, we'll loose our jobs. You always say-" "Please," Louis cut him off, touching his arm slightly. The older boy knew exactly what he was doing and how this simple gesture would affect the younger lad. "Please just kiss me."

On The Horizon || L.S. by fitzandlarry

"Let's enjoy each others' company. You're fit; you're young; you're a bloody doctor. You've got everything going for you." There's a moment of hesitation before Louis plants a gentle kiss atop Harry's head. "I'll be whatever you want me to be as long as we're having fun, yeah?" ----- Drunk, loose, and excited on the first night of his two-week-long cruise, Doctor Harry Styles finds himself with a little extra company on what has turned out to be a lonely experience. Louis, the pilot who helped fly him across the Atlantic, is the object of his fling. Thus begins an adventure filled with laughter, sun, and trauma rearing its ugly head. Deadline on their companionship, the pair commit to enjoying their time - and Harry, the screw-up he is, can't help but lose himself in the fantasy. Content Warnings: Anxiety, Trichotillomania (an Anxiety/OCD disorder), PTSD, negative self-talk, thoughts/conversations about dying, grief, COVID, homophobia, drinking, past character death, vomiting

Wish I Was Home by sweetbabylove1991

"I can't keep doing this," he said as he stopped and glanced back at me. "You can't keep running either," I said loudly. That made him turn and face me fully. "Me? I'm the one always running? What about you? You've ran how many times in the past? You've let everyone else control our relationship. Everyone but me!" "You told me to leave you alone," I yelled. "You said you didn't want any of this anymore. You left the fucking country! You went and never even considered what that would do to me!" "I lied too Louis! You hurt me and I wanted to hurt you back!" he yelled. "Maybe a friendship is out of the question. Our relationship is beyond repair. All we do is lie to each other." He turned to walk out again and he opened the door. I rushed to him and reached for his arm. "Harry don't go please." I had never stopped him from leaving before. This time my heart wouldn't let me let him go. "You said you cared and you missed me too." I spoke in a low voice and used his own words against him. A low thing to do but I needed him to understand how much I was hurting. Note: this is a story of pure fiction. If Harry and Louis are not be together in real life then, we as a fandom, have created a beautiful and tragic love story! I hope you enjoy my work. I put my heart in it. If you're not a Larry shipper don't read this. If you are then I hope you enjoy!!!

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When I Needed You The Most ~ Larry Stylinson MPREG

Louis has always known he was a carrier but what happens when he has trouble getting pregnant "its ok baby, we can try IVF again next month" harry says "why is my body betraying me" louis says as he cries into harry's arms "i don't know but the doctor says the we are both fine and are able to have kids, just don't stress out about it" harry says "you right its going to happen when the times right" louis says as he takes a deep breath and they fall asleep in each others arms will love get them thru all of this or will it break them apart DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A DOCTOR, LAWYER, THERAPIST OR IN LAW ENFORECEMENT SO ALTHO ITS ALL MENTIONED IN THIS BOOK, ITS A FAN FICTION SO THE FACTS ARE NOT ACCURATE --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- this is a larry stylinson fanfic i do not own or have rights to the boys (I wish) but i do believe that LARRY STYLINSON is real there will be bad words boyxboy love smut and fluff mpreg "UPDATES EVERY SUNDAY" please comment and like and vote thanks LETS BEGIN