One Hell (of a love story).
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The love story between Lilly and Jason. While tragic to her its the love she knows. She wants to share her story with you because she isn't sure when to shut up or leave the silence be.
Trigger warnings: abuse, mentions of sexual assault, substance abuse, self harm, depression, suicidal thoughts.
PLEASE do not read this if you believe it will trigger any anxiety, PTSD, suicidal thoughts, or depression spells. Your health is more important than some story on Wattpad.
If you experience any of these in your real life please don't hesitate to reach out. There are people who love you, there are people who would miss you if you we're gone, there are people who want to help you. People will notice and it would hurt so many people to lose you. Please don't throw away these words. Know that you are stronger than you believe and with time you can get through it. I promise it will get easier, even if it doesn't get better you will find people who make life easier to cope with. You are so loved, never forget that.
With that all said please enjoy a tragic tale.
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