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Deserve

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I paced around for hours on empty
I jumped at the slightest of sounds
And I couldn't stand the person inside me
I turned all the mirrors around...

What do you call a person who has been torn apart and stitched back together?
A person who has been stripped of the slightest of pleasure?Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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