Journals // h.s au
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'Hello,
My name is Harry Styles.
I have no friends.
I have no one to talk to.
Everyone pushed me away.
So I closed myself in.
I decided to express myself with making art.
Not the art you paint and draw on a paper.
But the art you can make with just your arm and a friend.
He is a blade.
We became friends when I turned 14.
My mum brought you for me when I turned 15.
I'm 16 now and I decided to write all of my feelings, thoughts and what's going in my life in you.
You're my only hope.
I want to have a friend like you, my journal....'
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