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Essence

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Reads 4,361
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Parts 20
Time 5h 20m

bellaloveisreal

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"Anything I lost, I wasn't supposed to have. I don't want NOTHING that don't belong to me. 

You, you don't belong to me. You belong with me. I know it in my heart and I feel it in my soul. 

God saw the one thing I been missing and he put you in my life and you are crazy if you think am a walk away from this."
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⚠Mature content ahead⚠
I don't play about my character's sexual needs.




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𝑴𝒚 𝑶𝒃𝒔𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝑩𝒐𝒔𝒔

𝐀𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐀𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐨𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭. 𝐉𝐚𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠, 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐨𝐰𝐧, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭. 𝐍𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩, 𝐀𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐲 𝐮𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧, 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. "𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐝𝐨." "𝐖𝐞...𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭." "𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐧𝐨𝐭?" "𝐀𝐦 𝐈 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐮𝐠𝐥𝐲?" "𝐔𝐠𝐥𝐲? 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝, 𝐉𝐚𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞...𝐈'𝐦 𝐨𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝."