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Essence

bellaloveisreal

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Reads 4,361
Votes 380
Parts 20
Time 5h 20m

bellaloveisreal

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"Anything I lost, I wasn't supposed to have. I don't want NOTHING that don't belong to me. 

You, you don't belong to me. You belong with me. I know it in my heart and I feel it in my soul. 

God saw the one thing I been missing and he put you in my life and you are crazy if you think am a walk away from this."
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⚠Mature content ahead⚠
I don't play about my character's sexual needs.




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