50 Reasons Why I'm Not Gay
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Dear journal,
You're probably wondering why I'm keeping and making you, pouring my personal life into something that could be easily read instead of containing it in my brain where it should be.
Well, I need help, and you're that help.
I need to prove to myself I'm NOT GAY FOR HUGO...
So I'll list the reasons and proof here to show it for my future struggling self because I have a feeling these.. feelings, are not going away anytime soon.
{started 08/01/20- *still in progress*}
Best Rankings: #1-Varigo
Disclaimer: I do not own Disney and the Cover art is by Islaboo_art on Instagram
Note: this story was written before I read the notes by anna and kait, and won't be exactly accurate to new conceptions and known order. So the story takes place right after they find the totems but right before they get to the library.
Updates will be VERY sporadic and random-
ANOTHER NOTE: uhhh yeah, this story is mainly written in the dead of night/morning of like 2am, no sleep and so on- so the author is literally just going off here with fangirl shit and it probably has way too many plot holes and doesn't exactly really know where she was going with this except what the Title says but that's how it is and the author is increasingly aware the description is too long but to that I say fudge you ^^
*hands free fudge*
That's for all you fudgers who read all the way down here :3
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