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Finding myself
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hollywoodkiaraa
Ongoing, First published Aug 29, 2020
Mature
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| "Why're you trying to run?", the voice says, sounding closer to me. 

I slightly look back and it's as if the figure is blending in, I can't see them but I know the person is there. 

I try to call out for help, but i can't seem to mouth the words, I'm mute. I look around trying to see if I can see somebody, if I can't talk maybe my body language will help somebody understand that my safety is in danger. Nobody's around it's just me and the man, or at least it sounds like one. I decide to approach the figure and i wasn't ready for what I saw. He had this creepy smile, reaching from ear to ear, on his face.|

15 year old Evangeline's life hasn't been so easy. Childhood trauma, failed relationships, anxiety disorder, it all makes her life miserable and she's only on the path to finding herself, but one night changes it all for her and she then realizes she has to make a right choice.
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