Are You Mine? - A Cheating Hawks story

"Sorry, Songbird"
Other than the constant fear of him dying, this is probably your worst nightmare come true; Hawks with another person.

A story inspired by the recent trend of making Hawks a cheater (who decided this?) but with a twist.
Mature/graphic themes:
Blood
Swearing
Sex
Violence
Gore
Degradation
Kinks (?)
Self harm

Character is QUIRKLESS
(I will try to keep the first person character NB and without a name to make it inclusive, though there may be times where it will lean towards the first person being female, as I am female and write that way! Sorry in advance)
I am an amateur writer to please be kind! I will try my best to keep grammar and spelling to a high level, but sometimes it is what it is!
Don't like it, done continue reading it, simple.
NOTE: The parts in italic are meant to symbolise the offhanded thoughts of the first person character, just in case anyone gets confused!
IMPORTANT: none of the images used are mine, the rights go to their owners.
ALSO the story does not necessarily run with the Canon timeline

I hope it makes sense, I kinda just wing it as I go, I have a rough plot in my head that I'm aiming towards, but everything in between is whatever comes to mind.