can't do anything right | shuhua

"why can't you do anything correctly" soyeon said angrily

"I-Im so sorry unnie" I said while crying

"why did cube even pick you to become an idol,if he knows that you are terrible because you can't sing, dance, or even speak korean correctly, your just a stupid bitch now go eat rats in taiwan"

"maybe I should close my eyes and never come back"

"yeah you should do that"

In my room

"I wish life was a dream that you could wake up from and start over or maybe I should just vanish from here because no one cares about me because I'm bad at everything so I think that would be the greatest option" I said while holding a knife on my throat

this contain abuse, self harm, swearing, mental illness, depression, anxiety