broken as i • a kylo ren story
hydrangearen
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  • Reads 20,333
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  • Parts 62
  • Time 10h 44m
hydrangearen
Complete, First published Aug 29, 2020
Mature
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"he continued to hold onto you for dear life, and you let him. he needed this. even though he would never admit it, he did. he truly did. 

and then it hit you; he was just as broken as you were."

• i do not own any star wars characters/ the franchise• 
•takes place after the force awakens•
•not inspired by anyone•
•cover by @rensbitch•
8/29/20 -> 12/9/20•
•kylo ren x reader•
All Rights Reserved
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