My depressive episodes
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Last published Fri, Mar 11, 2022
It's is quiet literally what is going through my head when I am bawling my eyes out either in the shower or in my bed. Read it if you want but this is just me getting the words out of my head hopefully. If you want to share yourself then you are more than welcome to use this book as free therapy for you too. THIS IS A SAFE SPACE. No one and I mean no one will be rude or inconsiderate in the comments or they will get reported and blocked no if and or buts about it. (Ofc their comments will be deleted as well) And Yes that is me in the story cover.
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