*mature content* 18+ only. This is an explicit, short story. Iris met Chris when they were just teenagers. She was in a mentally abusive relationship at the time, feeling unworthy of love. He saved her, fixed her and showered her with love. They've now been happily married for 10 years, their love unwavering. But love is not what she's lacking now. Life has settled, but she's been feeling unfulfilled lately. She wants to chase new endeavours, and become an author, but she needs inspiration... Chris had always led the way, its what she had needed. But now she needs to redefine herself, stop hiding her desires and save herself from the drab life she has fallen into. Could her deepest, darkest desires actually be he saviour? Can she accept who she really is and what she wants? Or will she let her past inhibitions stop her...