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A Beautiful Kind Of Pain

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Girl x Girl

Erin Stokes was diagnosed with Dead Man Walking Syndrome when she was just ten years old. A supposedly soulless being, with an inability to feel love or emotion. When a girl named Rebecca May waltzes shamelessly into her life, Erin tests the limits of her illness. Maybe love is possible for a dead man walking?
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Love had never seemed probable, or even possible, for the nineteen-year-old lurker Erin Stokes. Emotion and feeling had always been the one thing she could never muster, and so, at just ten years of age, she was diagnosed with Dead Man Walking Disorder. An illness that disrupts the functions of the brain in such a way that it leaves the victim unable to feel emotion, Erin believes her life is over. But when a misunderstanding at a bookshop leads her to meet the alluring Rebecca May, Erin discovers she might just be able to break boundaries that nobody dared challenge. 

Through beauty and pain, sunshine and rain and whatever else the world throws at them, Erin knows that she is more than just the sum of her parts.All Rights Reserved

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Only Ash Remains [boyxboy] by FKNichols17

Flames had followed Erin his entire life. It began with the grisly housefire that consumed his father. Henri Maye had been Erin's entire world and in an instant, in the blink of an eye, he was gone. Nothing left but ash and char and cloying black smoke. But Henri Maye hadn't just been any man. He wasn't just a doting father and loving husband. He was a well-renowned researcher into creatures beyond human DNA. One box of research survived the fire, placed conveniently outside the door as though it had been plucked from the devastation just for Erin. Within that box, one name repeated over and over. Ross Towler. And so the flames never abated. Ross Towler was infamous, a Shadow, a hellhound, and a convict locked away in the life imprisonment that had begun over three hundred years ago. Henri had interviewed Ross. He had known him. That was all Erin needed, just that one box. He vowed to continue his father's work, enrolling in college to study a degree in Supernatural History and Lore. That was where the obsession began. Erin wasn't his father. He couldn't distance himself, he wasn't interested in all forms of life beyond his own. There was one man he desired, one man he wished to study more than anyone else. It didn't matter. Ross was serving a life sentence, and he refused to see Erin no matter how much the boy tried to make contact. That should have been the end. That should have been where the embers fell...

The Other Guy (BoyxBoy) ✔️ by geekiechicforall13

"I walked over to where Aaron was sitting on the ground, kneeling so that I was face-to-face with him. He was wearing a blank expression on his face so I guess he didn't really care if I kissed him or not. I took in a deep breath before taking his face in both of my hands and swooping down to kiss him. At first, I was so nervous I didn't realize that we were already kissing but after a few moments, I realized how soft his lips felt on my own. Before I can register it I felt him moving against me. I would have gotten off of him but I realize that he wasn't moving to get away from me. No, He was moving his lips against mine." °°°°° Aiden Moore isn't extraordinary. He has average looks, he is OK with sports, and his only strong point is that he is smart (although that doesn't mean much to his fellow classmates). And, of course, his virgin ass has never had a girlfriend, let alone a crush. It seemed as if he would never find someone. That was until he met her, Scarlett Hale. She was the most beautiful girl you will ever meet. Kind, sweet, and one of the few people with a higher GPA then him, she was amazing and Aiden imagined that she would be all his. Once Aiden gets rid of her boyfriend, Aaron Tyler. The most annoying guy you will ever meet, Aiden gags just thinking about him. The man is smoking hot and makes Aiden's dreams of getting the girl to seem very impossible. So what would happen if Aiden gets involved with the wrong person? Will Aiden get the girl? Will he fall short? Or will he fall into the arms of a guy who is in love with the girl he loves? _______________________________________ WARNING: First book EVER! The best part about this book is that it has some funny bits and introduces you to characters I use for a while. But, if you don't like the writing, please consider one of my newer works 😊 Started: May 10, 2016 Completed: September 2016

What A Tease [girlxgirl] by KayLitha

Cassandra - I've gone through life's ups and downs because of you. I've felt how crazy love can be with you. But I just can't get you off my mind. You've got a piece of me and honestly, my life would suck without you. Alice - I let you go once. I won't let go anymore. All these mixed signals? They're all your unsaid feelings. You're still there, hurting yourself with her. But I'll wait, and I'll be your crying shoulder. I'll be love's suicide. Rebecca - I had lost you once. But you came back to me. Holding you now, feels like a mistery. How can I have you again? How can you still love me after all I let you went through? But now, the only thing I know is that I will do my best to cherish you forever, and never hurt you anymore. When life gives you back what you've lost, how will you take it? Cass had it all. Money, good grades, popularity, friends, She was on top of the world. And she threw it all. Alice, being a little girl, couldn't understand why or what had happened. All she knew was Cass was hurt and She wanted Cass to be happy again. So she did whatever she could to help out of love, only to have Cass walked out. Rebecca didn't have a choice. She couldn't have given her burden to the woman she loves tenderly. She was afraid that Cass would have left her if she had known. So she had to endure everything until she exploded. After almost 4 years, Cass is now back in town. Alice falls deeper in love with her, as Cass has a little crush on her. She thought this time, it will all go well. She would be dating Alice and everything's going to be fine. But when she met Rebecca, and saw that she still loves her, everything got way more complicated than before.

Uncompromising (Age Gap, gxg) by Loiosh

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Dilemmas by m00n_drunk

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Unsteady by -florianraven

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Only Ash Remains [boyxboy] cover

The Other Guy (BoyxBoy) ✔️ cover

What A Tease [girlxgirl] cover

Uncompromising (Age Gap, gxg) cover

For Her Undamaged (GirlxGirl) cover

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One Night Stand (girlxgirl) cover

Only Ash Remains [boyxboy]

Flames had followed Erin his entire life. It began with the grisly housefire that consumed his father. Henri Maye had been Erin's entire world and in an instant, in the blink of an eye, he was gone. Nothing left but ash and char and cloying black smoke. But Henri Maye hadn't just been any man. He wasn't just a doting father and loving husband. He was a well-renowned researcher into creatures beyond human DNA. One box of research survived the fire, placed conveniently outside the door as though it had been plucked from the devastation just for Erin. Within that box, one name repeated over and over. Ross Towler. And so the flames never abated. Ross Towler was infamous, a Shadow, a hellhound, and a convict locked away in the life imprisonment that had begun over three hundred years ago. Henri had interviewed Ross. He had known him. That was all Erin needed, just that one box. He vowed to continue his father's work, enrolling in college to study a degree in Supernatural History and Lore. That was where the obsession began. Erin wasn't his father. He couldn't distance himself, he wasn't interested in all forms of life beyond his own. There was one man he desired, one man he wished to study more than anyone else. It didn't matter. Ross was serving a life sentence, and he refused to see Erin no matter how much the boy tried to make contact. That should have been the end. That should have been where the embers fell...